Username: hooked100 Date: 06-08-2010 15:15:49 Mood: in love Music:

At long last I have a bit of time to update my blog – it's been a pretty busy few months and I'm sorry to those who like to hear my news.

Things have been a lot better recently as regards being able to see J and for the couple of months or so I have been getting fucked about once a week.

He is upping the anti as regards the cuckolding side of the relationship and has spoken about not letting hubby fuck me any more. Hubby is not too sure about this at the moment as he already has to wear a condom when we do have sex, as only my bull is allowed to fill my pussy with cum now.

We both find this kind of play really erotic and I love to tease him about how only J's big hard black cock can satisfy me.

I tell him how much bigger and thicker J's cock is and how it reaches deeper inside me so that when he cums he shoots his sperm straight into my fertile womb. I tell him that J fills me with his virile seed, so it can only be a matter of time before he gets me pregnant and I have a black baby growing in my belly.

Then hubby would have to explain to everyone how he has had to let his wife be fucked by a black man who has the stamina and a cock big enough to satisfy her sexual needs as he isn't up to the job any more.

This type of talk really gets hubby in a sweat and, as I am usually giving him a hand job as I speak, he gets really hard. What I try to do is keep him on the edge for a long as possible before I let him cum on my tits or belly.

By this time I need some relief myself and hubby is happy to oblige with his tongue, while I tease him further by telling him he is licking a black owned pussy which is being stretched out by my bulls big black cock. I ask him how it feels to know that his wife's pussy is regularly flooded with cum from a man who can ejaculate in me multiple times without going soft and not just once like hubby.

I want take things further with J as we play. I have always enjoyed being dominated and like to have my wrists tied to the headboard whist I am being fucked but recently I have been looking at some of the bondage kit that is available and there are a couple of things that have caught my attention.

I like the look of the spreader bars that go on the ankles and am fantasising about being bent over the end of the bed with my wrists tied and my legs in irons, then being taken from behind whilst helpless by perhaps more than one cock.

I also have seen the ring gags and they turn me on too. I have used ordinary gags before but the idea that he could thrust his cock into my mouth while I am tied and unable to do anything really gets me going.

These are things that are on my 'wish list' and we might get round to doing sometime.

Enough for now.......happy blacking!

XxHelen

Comments:

That's great that you are upping the ante. Sounds like it is working for both you AND hubby. So, how can you lose if he gets harder the more you lavish praise on your bull's cock? Instead of the bondage direction, have you considered increasing the humiliation factor? Maybe by having your hubby watch you and your bull and cleaning both of you up?

Just found you and love your blog. Pigman - great questions.

Amazing at the similarities in your relationship and ours.....wife is involved in a long term (9 yrs) affair with her Boss/Lover (white and older, late 60's now). She agreed to be true to him about 5 years ago....we rarely have sex (intercourse) and on those RARE occasions she allows it I have to wear 1 or 2 condoms o there is NO chance my sperm will sully HIS pussy. Usually, she just jerks me off with a condom on while detailing their most recent trysts and I am cleaning her up orally. They have been birth control fee for the last 3 years hoping she will become pregnant by him but his age and her tipped uterus have not cooperated. I think you'll find that hubby adjusts to no intercourse quite nicely.....initially I thought it would be terrible, but the relief from the anxiety of knowing that my small endowment is in no way able to satisfy her needs now that she has experienced REAL men and the erectile issues that follow that made the transition to being jerked off most of the time quite easy and relieving. You should consider a serious discussion with both your Lover and hubby regarding eliminating birth control. The intensity of sex increases unbelievably when a pregnancy is possible, and eventually DESIRED as the initial anxiety over the possibility gives way to the intense DESIRE for a pregnancy to happen with your Lover. BEGGING your Lover for his sperm when the possibility of a pregnancy exists is SO much more intense, and I'm sure this has already crossed your mind, especially following the "weekend scare" and then resulting let down when you weren't pregnant despite the initial concern that you were. Love reading your updates, CW and J