Tell me if you think that I am over-reacting. Lisa has been my wife for 24 years and we have 4 kids. She is a very attractive woman. Even though she is approaching 5O, most people tell her she looks like she is 20 something. Four almost 5 years ago when her libido dwindled, we turned to swinging to spice up our sex life. Today we enjoy a healthy sex life, making love 4 or 5 times a week. We still attend swinger events every few months. Because the local events that we can attend are spaced out every few months, Lisa found a regular bbc bull, Jon, about 3 years ago. We buy two adjoining hotel rooms in Omaha once a month and party all weekend. Our only rule is that anyone we swing with must provide me with a woman for the swap. To me it only seems fair since I am providing my wife. I am not a cuck. Yes, I enjoy watching Lisa with other men, but I don’t enjoy wanking off in a corner as she has all the fun. I want to fuck another woman and share the fun with my wife. Lisa and I fuck hard for weeks in the afterglow of our weekends with Jon. Lisa often talks about Jon and his big cock and their love making. At first, it would get me hot and excited. But after a while, I get tired of hearing about Jon’s magnificent cock. Yes he is bigger than me but only by an inch or so. At 8.5 inches, I am not exactly small. 

Jon recently lost his job. He is having a tough time of it. Lisa and I are concerned because Jon is a friend. Lisa suggested that Jon come live with us. She wants me to give him a job at the bank. Jon doesn’t have the skills to work at the bank, what would I do with him? I am opposed to this idea. This is not about money. I make more than enough money to keep Lisa and my 4 kids and Jon living well.

My objections:

First of all, we have 4 kids ages 16, 13, 6 and 1 at home. How are we going to keep our relationship with Jon under wraps around them? Secondly, we live in a small community where everyone knows everything that goes on. This will not look right, so let the rumors begin. Both of these situations are well cared for in our present set-up. We drive a little over an hour to Omaha and no one knows us. Third, I am afraid that I might lose Lisa. Jon is all she can think about, talk about after our weekends with him. Lisa is a stay at home mom and she could fuck Jon all day while I am at work. Like I said in the beginning, I am not a cuck. I am more like the alpha male. I want the lion’s share of Lisa’s attention and pussy. After all, she is my wife not his. Playing sloppy seconds to Jon is not my idea of marriage. Fourth, I am already upset with this arrangement for two reasons. Jon and Lisa were supposed to be having protected sex. However, last year Lisa gave birth to our son. He has a light complexion, but his facial features and pitch black, curly, kinky hair suggest that Jon may be the father. Second, I am upset that Jon has not provided a woman for me to play with for the last year. I have been left to go bar hopping to get what I could get while Lisa and Jon played. At 50, the girls are not as easy to pick up as they were at 20.

Additionally, Lisa vetoed the idea when I offered Jen an attractive 30 something beauty a job in the bank as a personal banker. We met Jen and her husband during our first encounter at a swinger event 4 years ago. You can read about that one in the forum “Tell us about your first time. Tell us your story.” And Jen was a bank teller in her home town so she would have been much more qualified than Jon. Likewise, Jen’s husband had a bigger cock than Jon so I didn’t see a problem. We could have partied with Jen and Ben often if they live near. Lisa objected. I think that she was a little jealous of Jen. Unfortunately, I couldn’t move Ben’s family farm so the deal fell through. 

Tell me what you think am I over-reacting? I am I wrong?