Username: wandawoman4blk Date: 14-04-2023 12:48:42 Mood: happy Music:

During the rest of the summer JM and I would continue to go “swimming” together and he would continue to spray me with his cum. Several times I moved my hips with the intention of getting him to slip inside my wet pussy. He managed to be quick enough to avoid unprotected sex with his younger cousin. Many times we were joined by others as I sunned naked. Even altering our time and location, someone would find us (me) and enjoy the view. One such guy was AD who I ended up dating for the next two years. He was only two years older, but had an after school job and a car. Our dates were usually just an excuse for some form of sexual activity. Looking back on it, I realized that I was merely used as a refined form of masturbation. Never did he care about my pleasure. And, when I got pregnant, he never called until after dad had paid for my abortion. Not a good situation for a girl my age. During that time, one of my coaches realized that I had an ability to run distances and jump hurdles. It was during that time that I first noticed the bodies of the black athletes. As I white girl in a small southern town, I looked and wondered. But, that was about it. Curiosity! Wonder?!? Desire?!? AD had left me. But, I had moved on to more than just being seen. While his cock was fairly thick, it wasn’t all that long. I had seen several and I guess I liked his because he made me feel special. I managed to lift my older sister’s ID as did a couple of friends who also had older siblings and we began hitting the clubs on the weekends. It was not uncommon to find older guys (which I seemed to like) while out. Eventually I began dating JL and we enjoyed years of dating before marriage. He was happiest when I was happy and didn’t have a jealous bone in his body. If I enjoyed someone’s attention, he was okay with that. If I didn’t, all he wanted was for me to say something before he stepped in. Crazy years ahead. He enjoyed showing me off as much as I enjoyed being seen. Wet t-shirt contests, dancing with friends, flashing and even sex in front of and with others. Whatever I wanted was good with him. We were once walked in on by my uncle (father’s brother) who was visiting us at the time. As I tried to cover myself, J held my legs apart and allowed Uncle Eddie to watch us. There I was. 16, naked, being used and displayed in front of my 55 year old uncle. What a thrill. I only wish dad was standing there beside him. For the remainder of Eddie’s visit, he enjoyed visiting with me whenever I was around. I made sure to be covered, but I a way that I could provide him with a little reminder if no one else was around. I was now working afternoons and weekends and had bought a used car. As I was a hostess in a restaurant, I was dressing nicely and working with a kitchen of primarily black employees. Again my curiosity was peaked. Thinking back to Eddie, I wondered what it would be like to be seen, watched or enjoyed by those I knew in the kitchen. And, then there was AS. The most beautiful black man I had ever seen. I would have him one day.

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