Username: skid zone Date: 15-04-2013 16:27:11 Mood: full of life Music:

We are a average white married couple, middle income, 3 grown children, own our home, a little on the overweight side and enjoy gambling at the Casino's here in Ok. I think that a black guy having sex with a white women is the most hottest and erotic sexual act or fantasy there is. For me it started when I had a dream that my wife gave birth to a black baby. Still to this day I don't understand why I had such a dream but I did. Sence then I couldn't stop thinking about my wife sleeping with a black man that's all I thought about. So I started asking her to fuck black men but she wasn't interested with sleeping with anyone she just want me. I stopped having sex with her. I would rub her pussy with my finger to the point of her orgasm and stop making sure she didn't cum. This went on for about a year. I got her to go without a bra and panties while wearing her mini skirt at the Casino's, got her to talking with black guy that were sitting next to her while she played. A few weeks ago we went to the River Wind Casino just south of Norman. I seen this black guy playing a machine next to one type of machine my wife liked to play. I asked her to sit next to him and try to talk with him. She sat down and they hit it off immediately. She ran out of money and asked him to save her machine while she went and got more money. As she got up I followed her, I was playing the games a few rolls behind them. I gave her more money so she could continue to play next to him then after s bit I ran out of money. I went to the ATM and when I returned so I could watch them together they were gone. I walked all over looking for her. I was getting worried I couldn't find her. When I finally found her I asked her where the fuck you been. She just smiled at me took my hand and her and I played the games together the rest of the night. My wife and I have an agreement that she is not to tell me if she fucks a black man and she wouldn't tell me anything and I was getting pissed off about it. I wanted her to have a black man but deep down I didn't. My fuckin fantasy was now a reality. I couldn't stand it I was hurt that she might have fucked a black man. That night while she was taking a shower in our Hotel room there at the Casino I looked at the panties she had put on earlier. That's after a lot of people had left the Casino and they had some paste in them. I'm not for sure if she fucked a black man or not but I was deeply hurt in my heart. My lust wanted her to sleep with black men but my love for her didn't. What have I done, I love her and my feelings for her isn't going to change but my fantacy had turned into a realality. I still think about a black guy fucking her and it makes me hot. If you were ever in the Casino's here in Okla. and a BBW in a denim jean mini skirt was sitting next to you making conversation It could have been my wife Vic. Sometimes I wonder if she fucked that black guy that night st the Casino.