Username: Thickie Date: 30-06-2013 19:01:09 Mood: other Music:

First and foremost I’m not your average run of the mill 22 year old male and I’m definitely not your average run of the mill BLACK male. This doesn’t speak to my anatomy but to my mind and more over my view on life. I have fantasies, like any other person however I’m not the flake that won’t show up or the unreliable guy. Undoubtedly talk is cheap however if you never talk to me or give me the chance to explain myself and show you I’m just slightly different then how will you ever really know. I don’t feel entitled enough to say you would/will miss out. Who am I to say such a thing? However I am one to say that maybe you’d like but there’s just as big a chance that you wouldn’t. Sound like lack of confidence? No. I just like to see things for how they could be and what they are. This brings me to my next thought……
Have I ALLOWED myself to be contaminated by the Porn Industry? I can’t blame them, they are just doing what sells however since I was at least 12 years old I’ve dreamt dreams and fantasized fantasies about a sexy, beautiful, mature (between the ages of 40-70 roughly) woman inviting me into her home for something innocent and it turning into the night or day of my life. I’ve watched countless scenarios, which could really use some acting lessons, of black boys being seduced by the most beautiful white women imaginable. Maybe that’s a little embellished however it’s the truth. When I was 12 years old I saw the movie “Wild Things”. Until this day I can remember one specific part that changed my life and my desires forever. The scene depicted a mature white woman riding (cowgirl) one of her cabana boys…..Then the phone rings and she’s interrupted and you can tell she’s pissed. ;-) However after seeing that I knew I wanted to be the cabana she was riding. I knew that I wanted to have sexy, beautiful, mature women want me on more than just a physical level but on a mental and emotional level as well. However what do I know? I was only 12 and now I’m only 22, but I know at least a little more than I did then. For example, I would love to be on call for a group of 3 or 4 women that are friends. We’d party, lounge, talk about life and ultimately we’d end up having sex. Maybe not all at the same time but they’d share me. Bull? Nope that doesn’t quite fit me. Sub? Nope. I’m not really the type to be able to submit and be at my best. Switch? Maybe…. However I know I’m an intelligent young black man that could blow some minds, aside from the sexual, but that is why I’m here, right? I LOVE Cougars, MILF, GILFs, Hotwives and the like but do they LOVE me? Not so much. Not in the true since of the word. So I say I REALLY like them and haven’t gone a day without fantasizing about women I see in grocery stores, schools or churches. Just being honest. A BBC loving Cougar that wants to actually be friends is as rare as dinosaurs! Or maybe just as rare as me.
Ultimately I’m unsure. I know what I want and I won’t settle. Currently I’m looking for friends with extremely high sex drives but love to talk to me and chill with me. Is that asking too much? For A LOT of women yes. However you can only get what you voice and I’ve been voiceless too long. If this is you drop me a line. I don’t have time to waste and I’m sure you don’t either. I know this will turn a lot of people off but ultimately they aren’t the right people. Discretion and privacy are the priorities but everything else is icing on the cake.
I might be complicated but at least I acknowledge it.
Hope to talk to someone soon.
Never confuse being different, for being superior or inferior. It’s just the realization of what is, against the norm.
~Me