Username: english col Date: 02-09-2013 11:32:02 Mood: lonely Music: mellow

i had a beautiful girlfriend, blonde hair , tall , fit and gorgeous. We went clubbing one night and this big black guy was in the pub. He was a lot taller and more muscular than me and was getting a lot of female attention.My gf and him kept exchanging glances, i could tell she fancied him though hey we had been going out 3 months. I went off to the toilet and was chatting to a friend about football, when i came back to the table she wasnt there ! i asked if anyone had seen her, these two girls laughed and said she had gone outside with the handsome black guy. When i went outside she had her tongue down his throat and their hands were all over each other, christ they had only just met ! took me weeks to get anywhere with her . That night she went home with him . Yet as jealous and angry as i was something turned me on about it all. She now is his with him though he often goes out and lays some other white woman, they all seem to want him , i want to tell my ex gf but she would not come back to me now or ever !