still treading the waters
 

My husband recently revealed his fantasy to me... to watch me be pleased and pleasure 1 to 3 bbc's.... this is not my fantasy but it makes me excited to think about pleasing him..
my question is.... how do i make it a reality for him when it is time? and condoms are not an option as he wants to see them cum in me and all over me... and this leads to my second question... i am totally clean and faithful ... only one other man in the last 24 years (my first husband who died of cancer) so I don't want and std's