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The possible perils of living the cuckold interracial lifestyle
For starters, my wife Amanda moved out 6 weeks ago to live with an older black man. Long story short, she was having an affair with him for quite a while before I confronted her about him. That didn't go well and she walked out on me. For weeks she would not answer my calls or texts. Then one day she called and told me that she loved me, but she needed some time to find herself. I tried my best not to be confrontational and the conversation went about as good as it could. Bottom line is while she's living with this ex- correctional officer, trying to find herself I'm left holding the bag.
When I Amanda took off, people told me to change the locks and remove her from our joint bank accounts. Thing is, she has always had her own account and credit cards. In the 6 weeks that she's been gone she hasn't withdrawn anything from our joint account. Might seem foolish on my part, but I know how much money she makes, so I'm not worried about it, for right now. Plus, from what I know about him, he has plenty of money. Hell, lives in an expensive apartment, he drives a new BMW and has a Harley Davidson that's got a ton of options on it. Lately, Amanda is also making no attempt to hide their relationship. A friend of mine that lives in the same apartment building as him, told me that they come and go together all the time. She drives his car and even rides on the back of his Harley. I don't know what she's been telling her friends, but the ones I know are probably telling her "Good for you Amanda." As far as him, I'm sure he's telling her that he would never share her with any other man like I did. Thing is, I may have lead her into the lifestyle that we lived, but I never forced her to do anything, she made her own choices. I saw her in action many times and I always thought that we had a damn good thing going on. Looking back, that was my mistake, for me it was all about the sex, but I'm certain for her it was much deeper. Looks like this time, she cut out the middle man 'me'. |
I'm sorry to hear this, that must be hard for you. In a way it's a very dangerous lifestyle. Your trust in each other has to be 100% you can't have any questions. And if you do start feeling differently about it you have to be able to speak up and tell your partner and TRUST that they will listen to your concerns in a loving and non judgemental manner. If she was feeling differently about your arrangement or had an issue with catching feelings she should have said something to you. One of the hardest parts for me to accept about this lifestyle is that just because my partner wants to share me does not mean he cares less about me. Some view it as if your will to let another man sleep with me, you must not care about me or our relationship. It can be a hard feeling to get over and it took alot of talking with my partner to get me to the point of not feeling that way. Once again I'm very sorry this happened to you. This isn't for everyone and especially if you are hardcore into the lifestyle. Even only having a toe in it like us can be super hard on a relationship.
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So many white men think that their wives can go out have sex with black men and just be OK like nothing has changes. But of course everything has changed. Why should she stay with you when she is having the best sex she ever had. Personally I want the white women to stay with her husband less complicated she can come over I can fuck her , fuck her how I want and then send her back home to her cuck . Of course over time the white women will eventually decide to go black completely have black lovers and maybe have a steady one. I always see white men who are so sure that they can enjoy watching their wives with black men and think that will be OK . They are almost always in for a rude awakening. And when they complain their white wives will correctly point out that hey you started this you got me involved with this.
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The Possible Perils / Cuckold IR Lifestyle
As I've said a few times in my blogs and reply threads°°° I encourage the wifey to stick with the relationship. Especially if Cuck is carrying out his other duties, obligations and responsibilities.
The fact that wifey is experiencing earth shatteringly good sex with me doesn't change much. Yes, she has reduced stress, smiles more often and hums her favorite songs now when she works around the house, well that's normal in a well fucked white woman's life. I'm drowning in white woman pussy at my place, so°°° most likely wifey won't be moving in with me. So a lot of those perils don't exist where I'm involved. Now she could be fed up with the Copenhagen dip, the Red Man chewing tobacco, the cut off stinking flannel shits, the yellow/brown chipped teeth, the four inch penis smelling like piss cause Cuck has to sit down to pee and it dribbles all over his balls. That could be a peril. But for°°° Me, I'm tall, dark and handsome. I'm fit from working out everyday, I have a mouth full of dazzling white teeth, I dress well, I smell good and I have a ten and a half inch big black cock. But there's no peril there, just strength of character on one side and a failure to watch his shit on the other. :cool: Peace |
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