
02-04-2013, 07:44 AM
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Join Date: Jun 2009
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Humiliate
I ask myself how can I be humiliated enjoying my wife having sex with A black man. I find myself feeling a sexual satisfaction unique to the fucking she gets by a black. Humiliation is how we look at ourself. What or how another looks at me doesn't count.
Yes I have heard others men and woman "how humiliating allowing a black man have your wife. Even worse going and finding a black man to fuck your wife. He may even have paid a black to fuck his wife.
The feeling of intense pleasure, sexual satisfaction from the talking about including another to acting out. Will cause one to question all aspects of how they are, how they are now feeling
versus what they have been taught.
When I would think of my wife with someone else without me watching and listing or knowing until after would make me insecure jealous and humiliated. I came to learn what bothered me was not the fucking and sucking, the intiement conversation the small special turn ons that were new and excluvise between just them made me crazy.
I have thought over a period of years why am I possed to suck a black cock to hardness then with all my being sliding that cock into my wifes pussy. I then love to watch them both, untill he cums. At that moment I am driven to suck his cock clean then suck her pussy until no cum remains. I have no idea why its not the same with white men.
I only no she and I get really excitied when a black man is the third.
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