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[CUCK WATCHER]

Seven months ago, my wife Amanda and I got started on putting our lives back together after being involved in the cuckold lifestyle. I knew it wasn't going to happen overnight after being in the lifestyle for years. When she began having sex for the fun of it with other men, we started down a rabbit hole. When everything got way to complicated, it was a lot harder to climb out of that hole than it was going down. There was a time when I would have sworn our marriage was finished. But, somewhere deep down we needed each other.

Here we are together seven months later. Honestly, it's not the same and I don't know if it ever will be. I still have dreams where I'm reliving seeing her having sex with black men. Watching her sucking a dude's cock then seeing her licking his cum off her beautiful lips like it was the best thing she ever tasted. And the thing is these dreams seriously excite me in a way that I am bummed out when I wake up and realize it was only a dream. I still have the urge, if you know what I mean. I guess that's why I re-posted some pics and videos to my profile.

I don't know how it is for her, because she is better at hiding her thoughts, at least it seems like she is. But, I got to believe that even though life in general is better now, she still thinks about the sex she had with her black men.

Time will tell how it works out.

John

[stevn69]

I hear you missing the lifestyle. It’s been a few years for us but trying to get back into it. The anticipation of seeing her bull take her and claim her is so thrilling. You’re in a different situation and I’m glad you put your relationship first but where it was such a big part of your lives it’s hard not to reminisce and try to push for it again.
I’m miss being there and seeing her pussy stretch around her bulls thick cock and hear her getting fucked the way she needs that I can’t give her with my 5.5 inch cock. She deserves it. And when he floods her pussy she is in a continuous state of orgasm until he withdraws.
Hopefully soon I’ll get to see it again but I understand you’re in a hard position. Best of luck to you.
Maybe she’ll talk soon about it with you about her thoughts on trying one without getting emotionally involved.

[smallsquirts]

I can honestly say that I am sure that she misses the big black cock inside of her pussy. I tried getting away from black cock and it didn't last long.

[Rex Havoc]

The "cuckold" life or as Susan & I say "poly" life" is not for everyone and you put your relationship first
and that's the right thing to do!! Susan had black lovers before she met me! Our sex life was always great but when Susan would tell me sexy stories about what her black studs did to her, it really turned me on!! I knew that she would be happy if we went black! Thanks to this website and my encouragement, Susan and I share our bed with her black lovers as much as we can!!
She gave me 4 years of monogamy and will give me more years of poly!! It's not for everyone but it's for us!

[zhekichondra]

Originally Posted by CUCK WATCHER

Seven months ago, my wife Amanda and I got started on putting our lives back together after being involved in the cuckold lifestyle. I knew it wasn't going to happen overnight after being in the lifestyle for years. When she began having sex for the fun of it with other men, we started down a rabbit hole. When everything got way to complicated, it was a lot harder to climb out of that hole than it was going down. There was a time when I would have sworn our marriage was finished. But, somewhere deep down we needed each other.

Here we are together seven months later. Honestly, it's not the same and I don't know if it ever will be. I still have dreams where I'm reliving seeing her having sex with black men. Watching her sucking a dude's cock then seeing her licking his cum off her beautiful lips like it was the best thing she ever tasted. And the thing is these dreams seriously excite me in a way that I am bummed out when I wake up and realize it was only a dream. I still have the urge, if you know what I mean. I guess that's why I re-posted some pics and videos to my profile.

I don't know how it is for her, because she is better at hiding her thoughts, at least it seems like she is. But, I got to believe that even though life in general is better now, she still thinks about the sex she had with her black men.
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Time will tell how it works out.

John

Welcome to the club

[R3bb3ca84]

She will always dream of having sex like that again. Truly unforgettable, mind altering and life changing.

[JMNBABE1]

Originally Posted by CUCK WATCHER

Seven months ago, my wife Amanda and I got started on putting our lives back together after being involved in the cuckold lifestyle. I knew it wasn't going to happen overnight after being in the lifestyle for years. When she began having sex for the fun of it with other men, we started down a rabbit hole. When everything got way to complicated, it was a lot harder to climb out of that hole than it was going down. There was a time when I would have sworn our marriage was finished. But, somewhere deep down we needed each other.

Here we are together seven months later. Honestly, it's not the same and I don't know if it ever will be. I still have dreams where I'm reliving seeing her having sex with black men. Watching her sucking a dude's cock then seeing her licking his cum off her beautiful lips like it was the best thing she ever tasted. And the thing is these dreams seriously excite me in a way that I am bummed out when I wake up and realize it was only a dream. I still have the urge, if you know what I mean. I guess that's why I re-posted some pics and videos to my profile.

I don't know how it is for her, because she is better at hiding her thoughts, at least it seems like she is. But, I got to believe that even though life in general is better now, she still thinks about the sex she had with her black men.

Time will tell how it works out.

John

Would love to hear the whole story (send private if you prefer), but we went thru this also. What started out as something to add spice to our bedroom became an all encompassing lifestyle choice for her that eventually involved drugs, whoring her out, a desire to become a streetwalker for one guy, and she was going out 5-6 nights a week, dragging home at 4-5 AM, sleep a couple hours, drag in to work, do a piss poor job there, drag home and sleep until 10-11 pm, and start it all over again..........she was a well know top executive at a well know comany in town and absolutely NO one would believe what she was doing after work hours and she was about to blow it all over the lifestyle.

After she left on a Friday evening "for a few hours" and disappeared until LATE Sunday night when what was left of her was dropped off in front of our home by a group of LOUD Black guys that made it definitely obvious what they were doing, wearing one shoe, no bra or panties, torn blouse that was wet with cum and probably urine, cum and other fluids running down her thighs, makeup and hiar looking like she had been at a weekend party, still quite drunk and high, and the last thing she really remembers was sometime late Friday night after her clit was rubbed repeatedly with coke was removing her diaphragm (all the birth control she uses) to PROVE to the guys present that she was the freakiest white whore wife they ever met and spending the rest of the weekend in a drug alcool high fucking everyone that showed up......I gave her an ultimatum when she was finally lucid 2 days later.

Give it up and work on us, or she could go and our Son was staying with me. She missed the entire week of work, did some reflecting on where her life was headed if she kept doing what she was doing, and made the decision that staying together was the best idea. She did eventually start seeing other guys (I enjoyed that part of the situation) but stayed out of the entire interracial scene and had affairs with coworkers, and eventually her Boss/Lover, all white guys) and things went pretty well for the most part. She did get emotionally involved wiht one guy, and that was a hiccup but we got over that too.

Everything stopped when COVID and the lockdown started, but now that its over she has been talking about getting back involved with BBC but keep it under control this time. And that has reignited her desire for an interracial pregnancy, which if we do we want to do soon while we are young enough to enjoy that together.

Hope it works out well for you guys..........its a HARD thing to give up. The lifestyle is addictive, no doubt. Sometimes a break is a good thing.

CW

[stevn69]

Originally Posted by JMNBABE1

Would love to hear the whole story (send private if you prefer), but we went thru this also. What started out as something to add spice to our bedroom became an all encompassing lifestyle choice for her that eventually involved drugs, whoring her out, a desire to become a streetwalker for one guy, and she was going out 5-6 nights a week, dragging home at 4-5 AM, sleep a couple hours, drag in to work, do a piss poor job there, drag home and sleep until 10-11 pm, and start it all over again..........she was a well know top executive at a well know comany in town and absolutely NO one would believe what she was doing after work hours and she was about to blow it all over the lifestyle.

After she left on a Friday evening "for a few hours" and disappeared until LATE Sunday night when what was left of her was dropped off in front of our home by a group of LOUD Black guys that made it definitely obvious what they were doing, wearing one shoe, no bra or panties, torn blouse that was wet with cum and probably urine, cum and other fluids running down her thighs, makeup and hiar looking like she had been at a weekend party, still quite drunk and high, and the last thing she really remembers was sometime late Friday night after her clit was rubbed repeatedly with coke was removing her diaphragm (all the birth control she uses) to PROVE to the guys present that she was the freakiest white whore wife they ever met and spending the rest of the weekend in a drug alcool high fucking everyone that showed up......I gave her an ultimatum when she was finally lucid 2 days later.

Give it up and work on us, or she could go and our Son was staying with me. She missed the entire week of work, did some reflecting on where her life was headed if she kept doing what she was doing, and made the decision that staying together was the best idea. She did eventually start seeing other guys (I enjoyed that part of the situation) but stayed out of the entire interracial scene and had affairs with coworkers, and eventually her Boss/Lover, all white guys) and things went pretty well for the most part. She did get emotionally involved wiht one guy, and that was a hiccup but we got over that too.

Everything stopped when COVID and the lockdown started, but now that its over she has been talking about getting back involved with BBC but keep it under control this time. And that has reignited her desire for an interracial pregnancy, which if we do we want to do soon while we are young enough to enjoy that together.

Hope it works out well for you guys..........its a HARD thing to give up. The lifestyle is addictive, no doubt. Sometimes a break is a good thing.

CW

Damn definitely got wild for you. I have often fantasized about Kellie being sold to a guy or group for a night, but I’m too much of a voyeur to not be there. It sounds so wild that she was gone all weekend used by many then dropped off stretched and full of cum.
COVID did stop us too and have talked about meeting back up with a few that were her favs, but one has moved and other hasn’t been around. One that went over the top on her has contacted us a few times since. He was a little rough and ended up using his massage table and oils on her to relax her after 3 hours of hard fucking, cumming in her, calling me over to see his cum running out of her as he fed her his cock to clean off. Very erotic.
His oils had a numbing affect on her pussy and he spread them on her ass too. Next thing I knew she was almost asleep and he called me over and said look. He had his cock head in her ass and I said she’s never let me or anyone in her ass. He smiled and slowly pushed it all the way in. She moaned but pushed back against him. Surprised I sat beside them and with her legs over his shoulders he fucked her ass harder and harder while she rubbed her clit. She bucked her hips up and came and he said fuck and slammed deep cumming in her ass.
She rolled on her side moaning, fell asleep as he went and showered. He came out dressed and she rose up and thanked him and went to our bed still ass and pussy full of his cum and fell asleep.
I was so hard but pissed he took her ass that we stopped meeting bulls for about 6 months. She reassured me she was buzzing good and didn’t feel much with his oils.
I guess we all have the moments of stopping this lifestyle but I’m more addicted I think than she is as I love seeing her with others and getting stretched and filled with cum. In the back of my mind I feel I have my own porn star as a wife.
Best of luck.