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i do not know what to do but i hav been trying for years to get myself a hot wife for years but with no sucess people say find a girl and breach the question at some point but all that does i snd them running then i start to drift from the idea again and pretty soon i am in a vanilla relationship again and hating it wondering back to sites like this trying to figure out how to get into this lifestyle but with little succes please help ???