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Apologies for such a long read!!

A little over 2 years ago I set out my quest to becoming a cuck, and turning my wife into a bbc lover, I nervously bought a Shane diesel bbc cock sleeve and introduced it in the bedroom to my wife, we’ve been together almost 8 total years. Things started slow, but eventually got her asking me to use it almost every time we had sex for over a year straight, she basically never came on my dick and it was always the bbc sleeve, she became obsessed with BBC porn, and got herself off to it all the time while I was at work, and she was using a big bbc dildo on a weekly basis when I wasn’t home, it was HUGE difference compared to just using my cock, which is only about 5 inches and not very girthy.

I have been obsessed with interracial porn since high school, I’m now 30, and have had fantasies of becoming a cuck for a long time. I kept trying to push her to try the real thing which eventually became a turn off to her, and I fucked things up to where she didn’t really want to use the sleeve anymore, and the dildo stuff became less of a thing as well. I couldn’t believe I fucked something up so bad to where I almost got to live my extreme fantasy.

Fast forward to last summer she began leaving town a lot to go hang with her cousin, and hang with friends cause she’s not from the town we live in, and would be gone for days on end, barely communicating, and treating me like crap. I was convinced she was cheating cause she’s basically not coming home to me at all costs, I got her to use the sleeve here and there, but most times she said no when I asked, which at the time made me pretty mad since I thought she was already cheating. We got to a point where she threw the dildo, and sleeve away, but I couldn’t help myself and ordered another sleeve. She was ******* at first but ended up giving in a few times over the last several months.

Now we fast forward to this summer, things we going shitty just like the year before, she leaves town for days on end, doesn’t come home, barely communicates and hanging with all sorts of people I don’t know. I was being crazy about it and causing fights blowing her phone up, being insecure, and it made it to where we legit almost ended it together about a month or two ago.

Then something odd happened, she had been hanging with friends, and stayed at a friends for a few days, wouldn’t answer, so again here comes another fight, she eventually comes home two days past when she said she was going to. We hadn’t had sex in over a week and I couldn’t even take it, she gets home and within probably 10 minutes she’s taking her clothes off and getting in bed with me to fuck, I start touching her pussy and instantly notice her pussy was literally gaping wide open like she had just fucked a huge dick, and I put my dick in her and she felt so loose compared to usual, keep in mind her pussy stretched a lot from so much of the dildo and sleeve use, but after not fucking for a week, I promise you her pussy wasn’t gaping like that the last time. It was literally the loosest sloppiest fuck I’ve ever had, she was trying to ride me in a way she has never rode me while being on top, and my dick literally just kept falling out.

Fast forward to a couple hours later I randomly start asking her more like grilling her about who she was hanging with, she said her two friends and they had a new roommate, and I asked about him then she kinda got weird and was like he’s super cool, he’s this black guy from California. My heart basically dropped, and started beating off the hook, and she kinda seemed weird about it, she said they didn’t hang out alone or anything and seemed guilty as fuck, it’s like I just knew she was lying… later on about an hour after that (the same night she got home) her phone dings at like midnight and I asked who messaged her, and she was like idk, I think it was the roommate (the black guy) and I was like what do you mean you don’t know? And she said she didn’t remember his name… so I told her to message back and ask “whos this” then he instantly replies and says “Haa wowwww really??” And then right after sends another message saying “glad you made it home safe” I started questioning her more and she was getting ******* denying everything going on… so the next day I take a different approach, I write out a long message saying how I think we should have an open relationship (one sided) and she can be open, etc. she was shockingly all for it and without hesitation seemed as if she was down as hell, so later on that night I tell her as I’m fucking her I start telling her I’m excited to have an open relationship, and that she’s aloud to do whatever she wants, and she was being sexy saying she was excited too while riding my dick.. I told her I wanted to be her cuck husband and asked if she’d like that and she said yes, I told her I wanted her to fuck anyone she wanted, and asked if she wanted a big cock and she said yes please… I told her I wanted her to fuck someone next time she was out of town then come home and fuck me good, she seemed extremely arroused…

She goes out of town again about a week later to her cousins, doesn’t come home for literally a week, I was tripping the fuck out because she was supposed to be gone only two days, so we got in another fight about her being gone and not coming home to me, but then I started relaxing and assuring her it was ok, and that I want her to do whatever she wants, and then things calmed down… she gets home finally, and same thing about 10 minutes into being home, she hops on me again, and I have legitimately never felt her pussy be more gaped wide open before I even had the chance to put my dick in, we start fucking she’s acting extremely slutty then she legit falls asleep after fucking for about 30 minutes… I was ******* didn’t say anything, and gently moved her off me so I didn’t wake her up. She was laying and sleeping on her stomach and I got up to use the bathroom so I turn my phone light on and I went passed her ass and I couldn’t help but notice, a streak running from her pussy hole, down to about her mid thigh, it legit looked like dried up cum.
I had plans of confronting her (even know this is what I want but didn’t end up confronting her)

Now we fast forward to a week later which is last week, well while she was out of town that last time I got the nerve and ordered her a extremely thick bbc dildo, wrote a sexy note on it telling her to fuck it anytime she’s wants while I am not around, but to make sure to fuck me good later after using it..I also wrote on there and told her I wouldn’t be weird or anything and ask her if she’s been using it, I told her to look under the bed at the beginning of the of the week cause I wrote her a love letter, and attached it to a gift… she didn’t bring it up, but I know for a 100% fact she used it that same day, then used it one other time towards the end of last week.

We fucked 3 times last week and her pussy felt so loose, and I felt so much smaller than I ever have (which I loved) and while fucking each one of those times, we talked dirty and kept telling her I was going to be the best cuck ever, and then I asked her if she wanted to fuck a real bbc and she kept saying yes… and I asked her if she wants me to be her cuck hubby and she said yes I can’t wait for it, in a sexy ass voice while fucking me..

So holy *******! Almost 2.5 years of trying, and this is actually a real thing??? She never was turned on when I would bring up me being a cuck even when I introduced her to the bbc dildo and sleeve… she only recently agrees to this after she hadn’t been home for days on end with a huge lack of communication, and hanging with her friends and the roommate (the black guy) is this a coincidence on the timing? Why now is she wanting this? Why did she all the sudden agree?? I think she had already been cheating on me.. and that’s why. I’m nervous, excited, and trying not to have second thoughts, and trying to embrace it because I know for a 110% fact that this is what I want, and that is to be her cuck, and obviously she wants me to be too. What do you guys think? I hope you all enjoy this read, and I would love any feedback if possible!

Trying to get the realization through my head that this is actually a real thing now!! She did mention she’d kill me” jokingly obviously, if I tried talking to other women… obviously I won’t do that but she made it clear that I’m not aloud to be open and only her.. there’s been a huge shift in her demeanor, she’s treating me way better, fucking me more, and acting like she’s way more into me. I cannot fathom that this is a reality, and I don’t want to fuck this up. I’ve been acting better than I ever have, and she seems to like me being more submissive, she seems so turned on by this whole thing no doubt. I hope it works out, and what a journey it was to get here!!

I just know that my dick can no way shape or form compete with BBC, and my obsession for seeing the dominance a black man provides to a women has turned me into a cuck, and I’ve legit envisioned my gal fucking bbc all the time. They say be careful what you wish for, but I’ve been wishing for this for a long time, and again I can’t fathom that this is becoming a reality!