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hi i would like to share the situation I've gotten me and my longtime girlfriend into. its a story then a plea for advice. My girl is 5'2 135 with 36DDD blond shes chunky but not too much with a beautiful face. We've been together 9 years and always had good satisfying sex life shes a total freak and so am i. One thing that would come up in our discussions of kinks and fantasies was her attraction and sexual desire for hung black men. She always remained timid and embarrassed of it but i became intrigued and continued to bring it up over the years.

one weekend of us taking xtc together we shared lot of deep secrets with each other. it made her feel comfortable enough to finally come out with the extent of how much she was into it and always wanted it. she admitted its the only porn she watches, how bad shes wanted to fuck black co-works(who come on to her a lot), and she was willing to try it if i was really OK with it. im 6'4 250 strong with almost 8 inch cock very dominant and always gave her pleasure and make her squirt tons actually. But I always knew i was still not enough for her sex drive and figured she was holding back on how deeply into BBC she was.

We went ahead a month ago and made a post on CL for a dominant hung bull. After a bunch of the usual flakes we found a very professional experienced man a few years older than us. We both thought his pics were fakes cause of how handsome and fit he was. after teasing him with pics for days we set a date and went to meet him at a nice hotel. I had been playing with her all day and saw how wet she was in anticipation.

I have to admit the look i saw on her face when he came in just told me how much my woman wanted this. i wasn't prepared for all the screaming and how passionate they both were. I cant describe how into they both were. I gotta say it as a honest man he fucked her like i hadn't in years or maybe ever. Hes almost 10in and way thicker than me she couldnt fit his cock in her mouth it was too fat. he stayed rock hard for 3 hours even after cumming 3 times. i used to have stamina close to his but i gained alot of weight and his really thick cock put mine to shame. so i just sat and watched her take the pounding of a lifetime kiss him grab his muscles eat his ass stare into each others eyes intensely. I came twice in my shorts even sprayed cum at least 5ft thru the leg onto the staircase. he asked if i wanted to clean up the cream pie but im not all the way cool with that. he and my girl didn't want to stop fucking we only left cause our 3 hour room time was up.

Now i thought i was prepared for it but to see this man fuck my woman like i couldn't and to see the reality of her need for his BBC from now on hurt my ego the day after.she even told him thank you and cuddled and held after he came each time. the cuckold experience was more intense than i had expected in extreme ways of both pleasure and shame. they both asked for my permission if they could meet each other alone as well. i fooled myself into thinking i could handle how much of slut she is coming out before my eyes for real. I let it hurt my ego and made it known to her so it made her feel guilty. i went thru this for about a week until coming to terms that she wasn't going to leave me it was just sex and i should really accept be ok with her sexual desire. Meanwhile our friend continued to text me and we talked he told me he wasn't out to take her from me that i was lucky man and she had some of the best pussy he had ever. We both love each other very much and i think that's the only way i can remotely accept the truth.

What this had done to her was bring up old issue of her feeling guilty of wanting to fuck a man besides me. Shes tried avoid talking about it ever since i gave myself regrets. I know my girl is a fucking white slut who craves big hard black dicks and the men their attached to and her pleasure from it pleasures me. i cant say this in the regular world but im happy i can here she wants this guy bad her lust for him is indescribable but i want to make her comfortable with trusting me to be ok about it AGAIN. Our friend was texting me every day wanting to know when we can meet again then i noticed they stopped....found out she was deleting them i confronted her and she came out with feeling ashamed over how she wants him more than me and thinking about him every now and then when we fuck. I've thought about arraigning another meet and not telling her and lying about where were going. Would that be way too wrong or do anyone of you have ideas how to go about this?

Thanks for reading hope i get genuine honest answers