But this normal ... I have no idea what that is. My first time was in the third grade. On top of that she was white. I have been called Marquis de Sade. So to me what seems normal may be insane to another. But bro if you both are digging on each other enjoy. In that situation with me "Crushes" don't last long.jmho
I respect your honesty and sometimes crushes don't last long for certain people