
02-16-2021, 05:50 AM
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Join Date: Dec 2008
Posts: 11
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My first wife was gorgeous, but a complete dud in bed. Nothing I could ever do would turn her on. She remains the only woman I couldn't make happy in bed. She was 5'6", about 135, dark hair, A cup breasts, and a great set of legs and ass, and a pretty face. Things got so bad I started to blame myself on her lack of passion, and it affected me badly mentally. I know now this wasn't my fault, but it took some time to get over it. There at the end I was actually HOPING I could set up a way to get her to have sex with another guy to try and loosen her up. If she'd had an affair, I'd have been ok with it. Only after some years did I realize my gentleness wasn't what she needed, she needed someone to give it to her hard, and rough.
She used to say she didn't like black men, she was afraid of them. Since then I've often fantasized about getting her high, and getting a couple shipmates to help me with her, including a close friend who was really dark. That's still a fantasy of mine, three of us taking turns with her, DPing her, making her squeal and turning her into the slut I knew she was keeping caged inside. Watching my buddy with his BBC, plowing her, her pretty feet bouncing in the air, her legs spread wide over his shoulders,man, it makes me hard as hell. If I had to do it all over again, maybe I wouldn't marry her. But if I did, I'd find a way to get her to cut loose sexually, and I'd share her with my BBC buddies and others.
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