
05-11-2021, 07:39 PM
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At what age did I become a whore for black men.
I was the girl that was saving that for the one. I did almost everything else but in college I was the girl the quarterback liked so of course I fell head over heels for him. When I felt him pushing away after explaining why I wanted to wait..... I gave into him. I was sold that he was my soulmate so why not. Now I just was overcome that he picked me and wanted to keep that. After a couple weeks of a lot of sex we were at a party. We went upstairs, had sex and I was exhausted and drunk so I wanted to stay in the bed. He wanted to go party so I told him to go but come back in a little while after I rest and we could do it again.
I heard him walk in and looked. Couldn't see a thing. I felt him sliding up under the sheet kissing my feet and slowly up my legs. I loved it. I felt him getting closer so I did what I should. I opened up and lifted up for him. I was loving it so much. I told him I wanted him again so bad. Told him to fuck me. I felt him going in and omg I was lost in the moment. He knew exactly what I thought bc I wanted him to know. As we continued I was on the verge of cumming and I said I love you inside me. He laid on me and whispered how good it felt to be inside me. Only the voice I heard wasn't my bf. It was a teammate of his. I was horrified, scared, lost in what ifs. I stopped talking and began to cry. He continued. Harder n harder. I gave way as times bc it was so intense. I let out the occasional moans and whimpers then the "oh fuck" as I clinched the sheets even tighter. I missed my head back n let it all go. I came so hard despite being mortified. I blurted fuck me , don't stop against my own better judgment and desires. He finished as he came all over my ass n back. I laid there in guilt, disgust, anger, betrayal and regret. I asked him where my bf was and he casually said he went to another party and said Lindsay was there. Not my friend Lindsay but a fkn cheerleader.
I found out through others a cpl weeks later his BS story was a lie and he was sleeping with us both since that night. I broke up with him and fought a lot in my head. His teammate from that night called me out of the blue. He apologized and genuinely so. That night we went out to eat. I fell for him and this time openly gave myself to him. In time things got really crazy and he started making me show my ass to his teammates and friends. I hated it but he made me listen or would get upset. Before long showing became showing more, dressing slutty for them if u will and eventually u guessed it..... He made me suck him infront of his friends. Made me say things I said in the bedroom only. I would go home and feel horrible about myself. I started getting calls, texts and videos nonstop. I told him about it and that's the day it no longer was just him. That day was not good but I admit........ I don't regret any of it now. By 19 I went from saving myself to enjoying myself like I never imagined. Now I'm the one that wonders if I am crazy or just enjoying the good things in life and the crazy people are the ones to afraid to be open minded sexually. No regrets and happily free.
I wouldn't have told this story even a few nights ago but my fiancee n I have been working on opening up more this last 6 to 8 months. The last month has been incredible. Last night I encouraged a 3rd for him we had been with once before. Against my better judgment. Russian and cold to me but I knew he liked her. So I watched mostly. When she left I took him and got him hard. Started talking about tasting her. How much it turned me on. Then about watching and enjoying it( partially a lie) but it did it's thing. Convo opened up. We both admitted a lot and I admitted I loved when we were with another cpl I lived seeing him but loved when I caught him looking at me. Persuaded him to admit he thought I looked "hot af" sucking a nice big bcock. It exploded in intensity and a lot came out. Sent a few naughty videos to a cpl friends n cammed. I told him I loved doing it the few times we had. Idk if it was roleplay or if it will lead to more but today...... I feel absolutely free and sexy af. I'm curious how many times our videos have been watched today. Not insanely naughty but a glimpse of something I really enjoy doing.
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