New white guy / need advice / help
 

Hi all,



Im a 38yo (straight) white guy from the Netherlands. I have a great marriage for several years now with a woman i deeply love. Shes not into black guys or into cuckhold / hotwife thing..



But.. before this relationship I had a relationship with (my now) ex girlfriend. the was 33 back then (not 6 years ago) and I ALWAYS fantasised about her getting fucked by a BBC. I dont know why, but i just think she had the type of sexiness that was made for BBC. She was a beautiful skinny dark haired girl, tiny tits, long legs, skin like silk, long black wavy hair. Het body reminded me a bit of Jenna Haze. Next to that she was very elegant, always having pearls around her arms and neck and, most important, she was ALWAYS wearing heels! We dont have much contact anymore and she has kids now with another white guy.



Since that relationship I got addicted to interracial porn. Always looking for skinny girls (like her) with heels on getting fucked by the most bad looking black guys. I downloaded many porn pics and paste her face into it, extremely hot! I fantasised about sitting on the couch with her in the night, getting a bit bored and suggesting to watch some porn. I would slowly moved to interracial porn, Anya olsen getting fucked by mandingo for example, and her getting wet slowly. Then suggest how good she would look with a black guy and slowly suggesting: why dont we dress you up sexy, high heels, skinny leather pants, extra make-up, and go out to one of the placed with a lot of black guys. You find one, take it home. And then, when we arrived, she would get all attention from the black guys, forget about me being there, and kissing with several black guys in the place like a slut. That thought turns me on soooo much. Now ive recently found out this site and more about the QoS culture. Wow, what i missed opportunity for me!! I did asked her once: did you ever fucked a black guy, or are you attracted to them? She said no, but told me that one day at her work (flight attendent) a black guy walked in and all she could think of was sex! Isnt that hot? I would be 100% sure to, not convert, but get that part of her (thats in there for sure) out and naughty.



Well, my contact with her is minimal and I wouldn't get back with her (even if it was an option), my current marriage means the world to me and it makes my life beautiful! But I wonder if i can take this fantasy somehow to the next level. I would love to post pictures of her here and let all the black guys react on how hard they would fuck her, but I dont think its appropriate to do that towards her. The idea of a deepfake video would turn me on badly as well.. Any other thoughts?



Any tips or help is appreciated

Sorry dude that ship has sailed. You want your ex GF to fuck another man so you can watch. Why would she do that. She sounds sexy enough to not need you around . She get all the BBC she wants without . Now maybe if you could pay her or give her something in return she might .

Why not try to get your current wife to go that route . Be easier .

Yea looks like at this point you need to forget about the past and focus on getting black dick in your current wife, I’m trying like hell to get mine black bred!

Maybe she has and you don’t know
 

My husband knows I’ve been with other men before him. My husband has no clue to the true number of men I’ve slept with nor does he know about the last two guys I’ve been with since we were married. Maybe she just doesn’t want you to know or watch her with other men. It’s about our feelings and satisfaction not his.

All white men should get their wives black bred. It will enhance the marriage. More and more ww are going black full time anyway. Those that arent full timers are mostly trying out bbc anyway. In the future you will see less and less white children.