Used by bbc
 

Ok, I admit i am new to this. freshly divorced and back on the dating scene. Wasn't sure what i was looking for. Met a hot black man and the sex was, well INCREDIBLE. Since then, I feel used. But I actually like it. He ignores my texts for days, then I get a "You free" text.
I always respond that I am. He comes over, we fuck, he leaves, then we begin the cycle again.
I was never like this with my ex husband or with anybody. I like it. It turns me on. Am I insane?

Absolutely NOT I am happy you have started

Not insane
 

That is the game played to keep things fresh. The days between he is doing the same to other nice white ladies like yourself :D

Yes you are right like us all she will learn

Oh no your not insane. Your just hooked, I wondered the same thing after my first time but I love the feeling being fucked then leaving with my pussy full of his cum just waiting for him to want to use me again, god it turns me on. When they ignore me it just builds my anticipation and my desire for when that "you free" text comes I'm instantly wet every time, such an amazing feeling and I feel so slutty I love it

This is exactly my experiance. I feel like a whore, like he only wants to fuck me and leave. In any prior relationship i have ever been in, i would never have stood for it, but this is soooo differant. i like it, it turns me on so much. The last time we were togather, we were lying to gather and he was texting some other girl-didnt even try to hide it. I was jealous, but also turned on and fucked him again