Gang bangs is initiation for a female to becoming a whore you made it.

I think I have always been a whore deep down. Its just come out now in my late 30s. I like the tattoo part because its permanent and brands me what I am. But, I know there maybe a time I want to change--I can cover up the Whore part with a Black Panther--But I will keep the Ace of Spades for life.

Congratulations!!! This is sizzling hot already Tootsie!!!

Next Gang Bang coming up
 

New one is set--this time with six men. I am excited about this and I want them to take pictures or make a video? I want to show them my new tattoos as well. I am ready! Wish me luck.

“Tootsie”
 

I adore your new nickname!! Such an amazing relationship developing!!

I believe I am becoming a new person. A n independent woman. I am getting to like my new name. I feel so alive. I feel I was a victim before.

Got my Africa map on my arm at last
 

Got my Africa map on my arm and inside it the face of a lion.. Above it my new name--"Tootsie" Now my Boyfriend wants me to wear a sleeveless blouse to work and show it off. I don't know know if I could do that. Nicky bought me this bikini that shows all my tattoos and wants me to wear it to show his friends my Tats. I'm kinda proud of them and don't mind showing my Slut Brands. He wants me to show my Mother--I don't know if I can do that.

Total humiliations
 

Nicky got this thong bikini and had me put it on. It shows all my tattoos off, even the "Black Cock Whore" on my privates! "Now we got to show my friend Charlie." He's a good guy so I said OK but Nicky would not let me wear anything else but the bikini! and flip flops! I got in the car and he drove me over and I showed him and his friend Jason. I had a beer and told them about what each one meant to me. Then Nicky drove me to my girlfriend's house and had me show her my art. Then he took me to a fast food and had me go in showing all I had. It was horrible having people see them and give me looks like i had a disease. "Well, Honey, that's what you wanted." he told me. I thought he was done but he drove over to my mothers house. I refused to get out of the car, so he called her and had her come to the car. I curled into a ball so she couldn't see me and my tattooed privates. But Nicky played his videotape to her of me getting tattooed. She just started crying saying "Oh my God--what have you done?" She went in and I followed her. We had a good talk and cry and in an hour it was all better. Nicky did me a big favor forcing me to show my mother what I had become.

Relationships?
 

Strange as it sounds my mother and I have a better relationship now than before. It was hard to accept her little girl is now a whore. But we have grown closer and she told me about her younger years before she met Dad and she was a real slut (a groupie). She never liked the men in my life before Nicky (he really charmed her) . He set her up with an older black man and now he spends a lot of time with her. She is happier now than ever. She even has his named tattooed on her upper arm with a little crown. Becoming a whore has made me see my life clearly. I don't need the money--Its self exploration and growth. I just like sex. I know I may have to pay the piper when I get pregnant but secretly I am looking forward to it.

Got my crowned Africa Tattoo
 

I got the Crowned Africa tattoo and my Tootsie for my arm and Nicky is talking about having me wear "Go Black NEVER Go Back" on my back shoulders with a picture of me naked riding on a black panther.! I like the idea but its so big it will fill up my whole back. It will take forever to put on but I could show it off and encourage other white girls to go Black. How to pay for it? He has set me up with a College basketball team for a gang bang (they are celebrating a great season with a party and I get to be the entertainment! ) I told him I would like to do a Porno movie as well. He's looking into that too. Becoming a Tattooed whore has been a positive thing so far.