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When I was 13 - hence the desire !!

I've never actually seen or had a black cock. The interest kind of came out of nowhere. I had been into reading erotic stories as my version of porn for years. I came across a website that had interesting tags for their stories, and ended up checking out one called "The Clinic". It was about a racist girl who undergoes an experiment where she is put in a room with a television that plays interracial porn scenes at certain intervals. She's given huge black dildo that she is intent on never using.

She begins very disgusted, describing the scenes with vulgarity and examining how it sickens her. She even wants to leave the clinic. After a good while her arousal begins and she convinces herself it has nothing to do with the television. But gradually she feels dispair as she realizes it really is getting to her. She eventually uses the dildo and by the end is screaming for black cock.

It was a pretty hot story, so on Tumblr I had began looking at certain types of porn with captions, and came across ones about black breeding, conversions, or being blacked. As I scrolled, I can't explain what started happening. More and more it turned me on... Seeing the contrast of skin, how huge some of the black cocks are, and imagining my own decent into conversion just really, deeply riled me up. I tried pushing the thoughts away (my father would kill me at the thought of a black guy) and they kept coming back. Usually my fantasies evolve or fade away, but this kept haunting me. To this day I still push hard to deny it and to kind of steer myself back to how I normally was, but I can't stop scrolling on these pages! I feel like I need to see a psychiatrist, hahaha. I don't know what's happening to me.

You should defintely try it :). I personally love interracial porn.

My dear, you have an acute case of jungle fever. There is no cure, but the treatments are wonderful.

Your now white hubby? What color was he when you were engaged?

Haha, so I'm told! I've been trying to put up a good fight against it.

Dont fight it.

I can't help it. I'm so conflicted because if was never like me at all.

I was sexually active in my teens, but went to an almost all white High School and never dated a black guy, much less saw his dick. But...then I went off to college! :)My Sophomore year a black guy in my biology lab asked me out. I was this little naive blonde white girl with big tits and a big ass and he was this big, black, cute football player. All I could think was "OMG! What are my parents going to say if he knocks me up?!":)
On our second date we were sitting in my care and he kissed me. We started making out and he took my hand and put it in the crotch of his jeans. It felt like he had a baseball bat in there! After a few more minutes of necking, he put the passenger seat back and started undoing his pants. He gently took a handful of my hair and pushed my face into his crotch.
That's when i first saw a Big Black Cock! It was dark out, but there was a security light nearby. He pulled his cock out and that thing looked like a black anaconda! I've been with A LOT of black men since, but I still think his was one of the biggest I've ever seen. It was definitely my first and i decided right then and there i was going to try and suck him off because I thought he'd kill me with that monster if he stuck it inside me!
I remember how tiny my little white hand looked wrapped around his BIG dick! I leaned down and stuffed the head of it in my mouth. It was so big, it was like bobbing for an apple! I've luved black cock ever since!
Deb