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[Hylia1272]

I've never actually seen or had a black cock. The interest kind of came out of nowhere. I had been into reading erotic stories as my version of porn for years. I came across a website that had interesting tags for their stories, and ended up checking out one called "The Clinic". It was about a racist girl who undergoes an experiment where she is put in a room with a television that plays interracial porn scenes at certain intervals. She's given huge black dildo that she is intent on never using.

She begins very disgusted, describing the scenes with vulgarity and examining how it sickens her. She even wants to leave the clinic. After a good while her arousal begins and she convinces herself it has nothing to do with the television. But gradually she feels dispair as she realizes it really is getting to her. She eventually uses the dildo and by the end is screaming for black cock.

It was a pretty hot story, so on Tumblr I had began looking at certain types of porn with captions, and came across ones about black breeding, conversions, or being blacked. As I scrolled, I can't explain what started happening. More and more it turned me on... Seeing the contrast of skin, how huge some of the black cocks are, and imagining my own decent into conversion just really, deeply riled me up. I tried pushing the thoughts away (my father would kill me at the thought of a black guy) and they kept coming back. Usually my fantasies evolve or fade away, but this kept haunting me. To this day I still push hard to deny it and to kind of steer myself back to how I normally was, but I can't stop scrolling on these pages! I feel like I need to see a psychiatrist, hahaha. I don't know what's happening to me.