White Straight 36yo Successful Male looking for first time BBC Bournemouth UK
 

Hi im Mark im 36yo quite successful in life from Bournemouth UK and currently with a medium term loving female partner who knows nothing of this and hopefully wont ever find out. I am totally straight sexually but i guess i have always had the fantasies and sexual urges (got very excited) thinking about sex with a man or getting used by a man sexually but in particular by a black man...i dont find men attractive sexually but this overwhelming urge to be fucked in my virgin asshole and owned by a BBC just wont go away and has gotten to the point now where i have fully accepted it and know that i have to do it at least once just to find out and i really need it asap x x its all i think of on a daily basis and masturbate to, i have been secretly using but plugs and stretching my asshole wider and wider for the event so that i can at least try and accomodate a huge black cock..the thought of it makes me cum..please help me make this a reality, thanks Mark

Shouldn't you ask yourself why you want this so badly? Fetishes can be problematic if they are extreme and cause personal harm. I would be cautious about this before heading into something that may end up a serious compulsion that controls you.

Thanks for heads up!
 

Thanks for the caution, i appreciate it and the concern but i have had these urges all my adult life and have thought so long and hard about it especially over the past 18 months that i have come to terms and understand that i just have to fulfill it for me as a person and my journey in life.

its more than a fetish or fantasy but it is a compulsion that is controlling me to take action, i guess i have always been pretty liberal when it comes to sex doing some crazy kink things when i first discovered sex as a boy but then toned it down to fit in with the norm, maybe i could be classed as bi-curious, i dont know but i have made up my mind and it needs to be done at least once in my life, i desperately need to find a well hung BBC stud to break in my virgin white asshole for the first time x

Oh my! Well, if its not hurting anybody and if it helps you satisfy or put an end to the endless seeking to fulfill your fantasy goal then by all means get it done. :D

You do realize......
 

......that a man that desires sex sith another man is NOT "straight". Minimally you are bisexual. And the desire to do this without the knowledge of your female significant other places her is a very dangerous situation if you bring home one of the many deadly and/or life destroying diseases that are common to homosexual sex.

What makes you feel morally acceptable to expose her to these diseases as a result of your sexual desires, without offering her the opportunity to opt out? Do you feel that if you tell her you want to suck a guys cock and (it sounds like) have him hammer you in the ass, that she will say "oh yes, please do this and potentially being something home that will kill me or ruin my life"??

CW

Hmm
 

I understand your concern for my lady but we only ever use condoms in our relationship as she has proven to be allergic or negatively reactive to other contraception types so it would only be myself at risk and it’s just a one time thing so with a background check I’m willing to take that risk for the chance of sexual fulfilment and extract thankyou

But what if you really like doing it? Then you might want to try it again. If you really like doing this once you'll have to do it again and again.