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[debbie49]

I see the change in women's thoughts about going outside of their marriage seeking sexual relief with black men. In my marriage I was true to my husband for 21 years. At first it was exciting,then later routine,finally obligtory sex. I knew that there was more out there,but wasn't willing to cheat. A coworker told me that she was living with a black man,this caused me to wonder if ? The more she told me the more I wanted to know and possible try. It took me several months before I knew I needed to find out for my self if all was true. I went with them to a club and knew right away that I was more than curious. I went wit a man and had sex... I had NEVER known that sex coul be so thrilling, intense or fullfilling. I knew that I was hooked and that this was NOT going to be my only time . We met for the next 3 yrs each saturday. I was totally consumed by the sex and never felt that it was wrong exploring my needs. He kept me in bliss each time and I never told my husband about our meetings. He moved,and I felt at loss , never was sex wit hubby any where like what he gave me. It took another year before i found another black man to take me back into that wonderful state again. I learned so much and how sex could be done differantly each time. One time he brought another man along and both used me. I could bearly make it home, and was sore for a week,but wanted more. Are their other women who found this relief too ??