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Originally Posted by brethard (Post 8558)

I love sucking a large black cock, love messy facials and also love having black cocks in my nice rounded ass, and wet pussy.

Me too sweetie....Becky:p

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Originally Posted by florida hubby (Post 83642)

Me too sweetie....Becky:p

Well what white woman in her right mind doesn't like (LOVE) that? 😜

comjparing a black guy

I can only compare the black guys i have been with three. i love the striking difference of black against my own body, as you stated their movement and how they talked to me during sex. All three had different sizes. The real comparing is how i was sexually satisfied both physically and mentally over my husband.

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Originally Posted by Hylia1272 (Post 81220)

Ok, I'll confess. I think most people by now know what I'm about to say because I've been commenting a lot recently.

Well, I'm extremely conflicted. I feel like I'm living two lives because on one side I'm just an honest daughter to my parents, always got great grades, and parade around in our dream of me having a beautiful white husband and giving my parents wonderful little grandchildren. They're super proud and I was raised to be super proud as well.

On the other side (lately) I've been fantasizing about black men, more so their enormous penises or the quantity that they cum. The only way I seem to get off lately is when I fantasize about being taken, dominated, and even impregnated by a black man, that sort of thing. So I would climax and then immediately (sometimes right DURING climax) feel so incredibly guilty. I think about my parents and how I feel sort of like I let them down. I tell myself that never again will I think about black men or such dirty and lewdly being impregnated, but then the feelings come right back. It's such a terrible cycle.

When I'm back with my parents, I smile and don't show that anything changed really. But the more I think about the entire scenario, the more I can't wait for some me-time. I never feel guilty until afterward. I've thought of many reasons why this is happening to me, and part of it might have to do with the fact that I was raised completely differently and strictly. One short story I read, a girl was slowly converted by being shown interracial porn non stop. By the end she gives in and goes crazy, and when she crumbled, I crumbled. I literally yelled out, "breed me with that black dick!" as I climaxed and it made the climax so incredibly, insanely powerful. Then of course I felt guilty and hopeless all over again.

Deep down I hate this. I want to turn it off completely. I came here and to other communities to find support and sort of help to get over it and have it pass. Instead people say things like how I have jungle fever and instead of consoling me, it drives me even more crazy. I don't even know what to do anymore. The thought of impregnation and being overflowingly filled by a black guys sperm is just something my parents could never, ever know about.

Someday you`ll find a wonderful man to marry. Who knows you may spend your honeymoon being defrocked by african men after your husband eats you out just to get you wet.

Sex and love aren`t the same thing, but if you find the right person... there are tons of men who want a woman like you for a wife. Many men are stuck with a wife whose sex drive is, well... nonexistant. And, that`s pretty much how things are, until they die.

There is always hope, there are over 3.5 billion men in the world... don`t be afraid to wonder what husband, and what lovers are out there for you.

This is a very beautiful time in human history, in many ways.

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Originally Posted by mandingoman1972 (Post 83720)

Halia is clearly a white guy writing what he wants to hear. The women he portrays is his fantasy.

Is there anything you can think of that may have triggered this behavior/fantasy?

That is what I keep telling my wife

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Originally Posted by ThickNiggaDick (Post 81221)

All I can say is that people need to learn how to live for themselves. People need to focus on the things that make THEM happy . . . or at least the things they THINK will make them happy . . . a full life is about some experimentation and taking some reasonable risks here and there. CHOOSE to be happy . . . and that starts with living for yourself first . . . and not for somebody else ;)

Quit thinking what prudish conservative family will think of her and start enjoying herself. She works hard to keep her body inshape dresses nice, not slutty but sexy and needs to take advantage of the situations when men come onto her.

I have an intense confession. I was raped at 12 by 2 black men at a collage party. I'm quite a tall girl 5'8, so they probably mistakenly thought I was older. That experience being so horrible quite ruined my life, and turned me and my family heavily racist. My dad especially so, he blames the F***ing N***ers for everything.

I shortly discovered masturbation and by 15 I knew what an orgasm was, and I knew that I had felt it before during the rape, it didn't feel good then, but it had the same sort of feeling. With masturbation I discovered porn and basically became an addict, and by late 15 I started sleeping around with boys.

When I discovered interracial porn, my mind was overwhelmed, everytime I watched it, it triggered those same feelings of first being raped, and there was so much conflict in me as I as so against them. When I finally slept with a black guy at 16 I wa hyperaroused and I orgasmed a few minutes into him licking my body. I subsequently became a sex addict and slept with so many men till now.

I've had 6 bfs but could never manage to remain loyal and got dumped each time, so I don't date now. My dad has seen some pics of me with pakistani men and blacks which were shared against my will and now I'm dead to him

I often feel depressed and lonely when I think of family and relationships and career, but when I whave sex all these feelings go away, when I have sex with a black guy, the pent up raciscm in me, the hate in me and all the skin contrast and cultureal and historical differences all explode in arousal in me, and I love using it to deplete black men completely

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Married women in their 40's need more than most husbands will give them. Usually it is the second husband and he has become bored with her. He is probably cheating with a young pussy. Black men can spot these women a mile away and thet are seduced so easy. It is normal and natural.

Women hit their sexual peak in their 30s, and that peak, generally stays constant and steady until their mid 50s. There are exceptions, obviously, with mental, or physical factors sometimes causing changes, but in general? Yes. A woman will still be thinking about sex, even if it is infrequently, in her 40s. Even if she isn't having it.

Many women will have toys in their dresser drawers for such emergencies. Some? Don't need the toys, because they are able to not let the desire get that bad. Some people can control the urges. Not a lot, but…some. But sure. She is most likely thinking about sex. Maybe not all that frequently, but it is most likely still there.

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Hey - if you have these feelings you need to explore them, Life is short and all of that.