
06-26-2011, 11:07 AM
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Join Date: Sep 2007
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It feeds my craving for looking at my wife in a different light then i know her.
I love the idea of sharing my wife because if she did that to any degree (she doesnt agree so far on anything to do with bbc, but fingers crossed) it would make her very sluty in my mind and this is something that feeds my craving for that feminine dark whore love/energy from my woman, a much needed change from the light motherly love energy she already feeds me on a daily basis! (please read my blog for more on that)
Bbc porn feeds directly into this craving of turning my wife into this sluty/whore wife and drawing out her whore energy! As I watch bbc porn i visualise its my wife the mother of my childrern turning into this low life sluty trash who is craving for a good pounding by a black man, if the guy was a white guy with much bigger cock and much better fuck it would simply not have the same effect!
What i am looking for is dark whore energy from my wife, and that can only come when i see her change from the loving loyal wife and caring mom that she is, into this slut wife who is a whore for bbc, but why black men ?
I think because the forbidden is always more erotic! The truth is that black men are no better then any other men but its all in our mind! The forbidden idea of associating my soulmate and mother of my children with a black man is too hot, to imagine her crave bbc and submit to a bbc is too hot, to imagine a bbc dominate her and make her into a submissive slut for him is too hot, it would exude super whore energy from my wife, which i love!
And i agree with some of the men on here, it definately has to do with subconcious racism too, i am using bbc images to create excitement in my mind because of the racist images of black men that i carry in my subconcious, and sending my wife down to that level is too taboo and erotic!
Another aspect of bbc porn that keeps me hooked to it is that looking at black men's real life situation it gives more fuel to my fantasy, sending my wife to them is not a threath to me in my mind as opposed to sending her to another white guy, because deep down in the back of my mind I know he is no competition for me as a real man in the real world, and once shes been well fucked and used like a whore she is comming straight back to me - if she is a sensible woman.
No disrespect meant to black men or white women, I am just saying how my mind works on this...bottom line it feeds my craving for looking at my wife in a different light then i know her.
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