Ladies, will I be able to stop after the first time? I'm very curious...
 

Hi ladies and cuckoldress out there :)

I am 24 and recently my boyfriend has introduced me to this website... and I must say it has changed my world.
I have only had him as a sexual partner, even though pretty much any men find me very attractive since I work out a lot and take good care of my blonde norwegian hair.
Our sex is very good (or at least I think so, since I don't know other). He's cock is 5'5 and normal grith. My orgasms are not frequent but do happen sometimes...

Therefore, I would really appreciate if you woman out there helped me understand if I am missing something.
The videos and pictures show the woman screaming, biting their pillow, cumming and basically getting out of control with those beautiful BBC (just learned the term ;)) It all makes me very aroused and my breath instantly changes...
I don't do any of those things when I am cumming and I don't even get so loud in bed.

SO,
1) is that because I am still young or is a big cock actually much better?
2) Will it make me cum louder or maybe I'm just the discreate type?
3) Can you reach orgasms with a BBC every time?
4) Is it better because how it makes you physically fulfilled or because it does make you complete satisfyed?

AND, most important of all:
5) Can I ever stop it? Is it possible to try it a couple of times as a cuckoldress and then come back to a normal relationship?
6) Will I be missing that much if I only use dildos with my boyfriend or is it something that I'll never be able to reach with him?

Sorry for sooo many questions but I want to know whether I can have the best sex as possible with his 5'5 and if I try a huge BBC will I be able to still find sex with my boyfriend interesting.

IS IT REALLY A SHIFT IN OUR SEX LIFE AS WHITE WOMAN?

Thanks in advance...
XX