My reasoning..
 

Well I'm not gay I wouldn't say because I don't find guys attractive. I don't check them out, I wouldn't want a relationship with one, nothing at all in the way of what my relationships with girls are. However, I do have an extremely odd addiction as it is. I know it's not the norm for most but I will dabble in partying by "blowing clouds" and when I do so I can't refrain or resist looking up black cock and reminiscing. It's not just the drug that makes me want to suck black dick, but it makes it so much more intense. When I'm on it I would prefer sucking cock in and getting fucked. I first tried to this without the use of alerting substances and it was ok. But then when I tried that stuff I just go nuts Everytime. It's great for the sexual fulfillment but honestly I feel guilty or gay because of society and it's judgement. Also, when I'm with a guy I get like most horny bbc lovers and just worship the dick and get nasty as anyone and all. What I mean is I do my thing and for example once they are going to finish, I make sure I get a face full of cream as well as my mouth, then rubbing the hard smooth dark monster cock all on my face to make it glisten with cum as I start to gently suck off his sperm from the head of his cock. I Jack off watching this in a mirror or add filmed and will cum... When I cum, I'm feeling a lot different. I feel kinda ashamed and embarrassed 🥺. I don't kk now what to make of this and would love advice...

It is right and fair for white men to suck black cocks. It should be required by law. Once we do it we love it and are addicted to it anyway
All White men should be required to offer their wife to the black man as well. Black men fuck so much better.
All white women should be required to have at least one black baby.

I am a white man and I love the feeling of a black cock in my mouth. I lick, suck, lick balls, & love that moment just before he cums. I take it and savor it and swallow it and thank him. No white men! Only black! I especially prefer nasty arrogant guys who treat me like a whore! Slap me around tell me what a fag I am and humiliate me. I live in Dallas and am available.

Jack of Spades here
 

I can't agree more! The emotional release from having to "be a man" is intense. When I get naked and settle in between a black man't thighs I feel calm. Like he'll protect me from harm as he would his woman. Looking up at him watching me slurp and enjoy his sexy dick. Hearing him coach me. Calling me his bitch is heart warming. When I get to lower my pussy down onto his meat I become his woman. His property. My masculinity wases away replaced with a singular purpose. To please him sexually until he further solidifies my submission by filling my guts with his sperm. No going back after that. Why would I want to? I only have sex with black men. Pussy free for 8 years now

Cocksucker
 

I absolutely do not expect reciprocation from a black man. They are Alpha in the room. I am the receiver. I started out str8 enough,now I enjoy the subjugation far too much to ever go back to being hetero again

I've only sucked 3 black cocks and they were guys who'd fucked my wife. My wife has had many lovers but most of them aren't interested in me sucking their cock. I can't help wanting to to suck them, I love holding them, stroking them, licking and sucking them. As I do I wonder what it must fell like to have a real cock. My little dick is so pathetic. I love to have them pull it from my wife's pussy and let me lick and suck the cum off.

All White men suck Black Dick for different reasons, but I think generally we all very similar.
And Strangely, a lot of us, including myself dont identify as gay, and dont date men , or kiss men , or even get turned on by men, yet are totally obsessed with BBC, Worship it, wont hesitate to stroke and suck a BBC, Do it with every chance we have, and swallow black cum like we cant live without it... Im friends with a half dozen other white guys who think this same way.
im 40 now, and didnt suck my first Black dick until i was 28-29 yrs old. I regret not starting in my teens, but Ive been lucky enough to date tons of girls, have gotten lots of pussy, but stopped in my late 20's after sucking my first bbc, and in a little over 10 years , I've sucked prob 5 times more BBCs than all the pussy I ever got...
I actually first sucked dick back as a teen... not a black one. at 14 yrs old, I moved in with my aunt and cousin, small house and him and I shared a bedroom. He was two years older than me (16 at the time) but He was like done puberty at the time, a foot taller than me, and prob had 50 ibs on me, and for a white guy had a very big dick, plus back then I thought it was the biggest dick in the world.. a full 9 inches, crazy girth, very straight with a big round head, huge balls and a big hanging ball sack..
Well, to make a long story short, after only living together for maybe two weeks, I started jerking and sucking him off. my aunt worked a lot. him and I were home alone 90% of the time.. He was your typical super horny teenager fresh out of puberty! all he wanted to do all day was get off! so, I spent close two years straight sucking him off. Every day, every night, after school, anytime he wanted. it was awesome. it took me some time to get good at it. he basically trained me how to suck his big dick, and deep throat, and how to stroke him and to rub and suck his balls... and of course how to swallow his loads... I sucked him off so often, that after like 6 months I totally lost my gag reflex. so after that It was easier for me, and even though I was only like 15 yr old, I could suck him off like a porn star.. that continued for another year and a half.. the whole second year we stole his moms Adderall 30's all the time, and it made us both crazy horny, but more so him.. whenever he took them, Id literally spend a whole afternoon and almost the entire night, bedroom locked, laying in his bed sucking his dick while he watched porn..
In those two years i sucked him off thousands of times.. i never wanted it to stop.. and didnt think it would. but without any warning, he suddenly moved out and 100% cut me off! it crushed me! i missed him bad for prob close to least 3 years...all i wanted to do was suck his dick and swallow his cum.. the only way i dealt with missing him was to constantly watch porn online and beat off. i even missed swallowing his loads so bad, so i started to swallow my own everytime id cum. but it wasnt the same. his dick was twice my size, thick as my forearm, and it'd prob take 10 of my loads to equal the size of one of his! Eventually i started dating, and was able to put it behind me for a while.. in the meantime I noticed how big black guys dicks were while watching porn. so throughout my late teens and all my 20's, while dating girls, and getting pussy, I was secretly obsessed with BBCs, and exclusively watched only interracial porn my whole life.. until finally, i my late 20's, while dating a stripper, I wanted real black dick instead of porn.. So i told her.. She dated and fucked Black guys her whole life.. with her help I was able to meet and hangout with a bunch of Black guys. I even got to experience 6 months of What it feels like to be a Cuck. Seeing her get fucked by the biggest dicks id seen! 10-11 inches, threesoms, gang bangs.. it was great..
Havnt stopped since.. Ive gotten a little older, and so things have slowed down a bit, but i'll never stop worshipping BBC..

why i love to suck black cock
 

I Have an old affinity for black men and women. and it's a great charge for me to get my famous tongue twister around a black cock and suck real hard with love. The biggest reason " I just love it"

I Want
 

To be cucked By a White Women and Suck Black cock Because they are Huge and being a submissive Sissy arouses me more then anything on earth :o

trust me, we get what you're saying but, its not that simple.. most of us are literally obsessed with BBC! yes most straight black men dont want anything to do with some white guy touching their cock, but it happens more than you'd think. i myself have been very lucky because of the chicks ive dated and the crowds i hang with. Ive prob sucked off around 75 black guys and yes some were gay, but def less than half. not that it matters to any of us. just saying. around 20 of the black guys ive messed with, have been with my girlfriends, or chicks I've introduced to them, and out of them, 5 or 6 of them ive sucked off hundreds of times! but going back to what you were sayin, just so you know, If things were different, and all black guys allowed us to give them head, NONE of you would ever have to jerk off again, and all of you could have your balls drained as many times a day as u desired! you'd be shocked if you knew how many of us white boys are obsessed with BBC.