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[sexinikita415]

Hi fellas I'm nikita. I'm fairly new to this site. I've been in a 3 year relationship with a bm who I adore. The only problem is that he is paranoid skitzophrenic and doesn't take his meds. He's cool for the most part but he goes through cycles like everyday where he gets extremly violent,paranoid, and verbally abusive. He is accusing me of doing shit I didn't do and is most likely going to break up our relationship because of his halucinations. I am not trying to cry on someones shoulder looking for sympathy but I'm looking for suggestions what I should do. Do I find a white man who wants to be a husband and just get fucked by black bulls or do I stick to bm who want more than to own me for an hour... or do I stay in love with my man who I'm never going to have a normal relationship with????
Xoxo
-Nikita