18/f NJ white girl seeks black master

lindseysmiles · #1 (**permalink**) 06-13-2016, 09:54 AM

Hello,

My name is lindsey and I am an 18-year old girl from NJ. I never really dated and I am a virgin and I have had submissive desires for a long time. What I seek now is a black master to own me as his white slave.

Why a black man? Well I never really thought of myself as racist but I have to be honest, I tend to fear black men. I see one I wonder if he hates me or if I am in danger and black women are too loud for me. So while I treat everyone nice, inside me there is some racism I guess and I want to change that. I want to learn to worship and adore black people and life as though I am inferior and deserve to be black owned.

I seek a master who is strrict, harsh, demanding, and one who will never let me go.

bee692 · #2 (**permalink**) 06-13-2016, 01:33 PM

lets talk soon

bullballslover · #3 (**permalink**) 06-13-2016, 10:44 PM

I would think there are sections in NJ that may have just what you are looking for. It's been so very many years and lots may have changed since I was anywhere near your age. We didn't have these social type places online. Heck, if I remember right one of the few options you had were these weekly little papers that came out with people wanting to hook up. I don't even remember how you went about contacting someone.

Try and find some kind of club or nice bar in a mixed neighborhood maybe. That might be better at first. Even after I found my first partner at a place like that we seldom went to black only hangouts. Good luck and be careful I guess.

You sound like you would really enjoy the thrill of crossing over once you find some guy you can trust. If there is no way or it's too risky taking pictures I would suggest one thing to do as soon as you can. See if you can find a place with a mirror so you can take in the sight of him mating with you from an 'outsiders' view. My place at the time had those ugly sliding closet doors fully mirrored. I could see myself dwarfed by this coal black guy . dang!