[Kimberly wva120]

Well let me start by being honest my husband travels a lot for work . I have found out he has had a couple of affairs but I tried to be Mrs housewife and be good but I have needa he wasn't taking care of he didn't even try when he was home. He went to the bar and left me alone a lot . All my friends were telling me to go out and have fun too but I was kinda holding back till one day we got into a argument and he told me he didn't want me because I was to fat and ugly. At first I believed him I am a bigger woman but I have found that I am a bbw . It all started a few weeks ago at work. A district manager was in town and my boss asked me to show him around. So I went in and met him he was a very good looking black man. I had never thought about it before because I was never allowed to have black friends because my parents and husband were very racist. I never was and never really thought about it till I met him. He was in town for a few weeks and we were spending more and more time together. We became friends and talked a lot and I ended up telling him about my marriage and all about my life . He was just easy to talk to we became friends early on .we would eat lunch together . He made me feel good about myself again . He was really flirting with me one day at lunch i asked him about it and he asked if i was afended i smiled and said no then he asked me out and told me to think about it and answer him the next day. So i decided to answer him by wearring a dress and wedges I felt a little sexy . The look in his face said it all that morning said it all . He smiled and said I looked wonderful. I played coy and said not a fat ugly woman like me.. he smiled and said I like what I see . I was so excited I had never thought about an affair before but I was about to go for it .I excused myself to have a cigarette and I called my friend and told ger everything and asked her about being with a black man she told me it would change my life and it did it is so true about being with a black man. We went to lunch that day and he was really flirting with me and I was flirting back we ended up in his car having a cigarette and he kissed me. . Wow it was so awesome but I pulled back then he asked me to go to dinner with him I smiled and said yes. At first I was worried about my husband and nervous about being with him I knew I would not be able to control myself. So I decided to give my husband one more chance . But he went to the bar one time to many. So I put on my makeup and sexist dress I had and my wedges and went out to meet him we had dinner and a few drinks and they must have gone to my head because we went to his car for a cigarette and we were little two teenagers we started kissing and we couldn't keep our hands off each other. Then Iand them he asked me if I would go to his hotel room with him I smiled and said yes. I was in heaven I had my first real orgasom and ended up having several. I am now separated and becoming the woman I have always wanted to be now .