Well- that's a dead end
He has been distant and evasive when I have been flirty and suggestive with him at work ever since the party. I confronted him and came out and said that I needed his cock inside me, and apparently he has a girlfriend and she got suspicious after the Christmas party and has been really clingy.
I said we could do it just the one time, and then stop, but he told me she would likely scratch my eyes out if she even found out that I blew him, and likely kill me if we had intercourse. He said he didn't want me to get hurt.
Motherfucker!
So. fucking. close!... and yet so far. Shelly needs a big black cock! LOL!
Oh well, He wasn't that much bigger than my husband, maybe I can find a guy who is really hung to stretch me out for my first time.
Arrgggg!