Progress here and there
I'm trying to share my enjoyment of how much I like the fantasy of cuckold and especially with a black man. We've even talked about when having sex, right in the middle, taking about me wanting to watch her get fucked and me just watch. She knows I specifically like the ones with blue eyed blondes, especially ones that more closely resemble her.
I know that if I asked her, she would be willing to watch BBC porn while I eat her out. The hope is that it will replace the thought of me eating her out, while eating her out, but a new fun thing to think about which is large black guys fucking white women. I want her to be serviced by me orally while she watches that on our tablet. She can't do it with sound, or else she can't concentrate enough to come. So I want to mute it, but still have it where she can see it and specifically have her focus on it while getting pleasure.
It will be a way of her associating the thought of interracial with feeling good and and actually eventually turn her on.
I don't think it will turn her on more than I will myself. As I don't from her either. But I do want her to completely focus on big black dicks and watching them with white women. Really try to get her mind off her and I and focus on the black guys. The more I can try to hopefully associate me giving her pleasure while she thinks about it, the more she'll likely get even more wanting to talk about it, and make it a regular part of our sex life. I mean, I'd like to make talking about BBC everyday and thing, but she just isn't there just yet. And I don't want to rush her or make her uncomfortable or anything. So I am making sure to be completely considerate.
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