[ForTheLoveofBlackCock]

I am a married white woman, 35 years old. About a year ago I realized I was becoming curious about black men, probably largely due to the stereotypes and rumors, but also as a result of my marriage becoming a sexual desert for several years now. I didn’t have any friends who I knew had been with a black man before so I resorted to porn, and it wasn’t long at all before I was completely fascinated by them, which soon grew into an obsession. Eventually my obsession and curiosity were too much and I gave into temptation and cheated on my husband for the first time with a black man. I loved bbc instantly, and I haven’t been able to stop worshipping and servicing them, and I never want to stop. What I don’t know is how to navigate my marriage now. It’s not that I stopped loving my husband, I just have a new love in my life and I don’t think it’s fair to deny me of that, and frankly if my hubby is going to get in the way of that, well I’ll have to explore my options. If anyone out there has any advice or wants to chat about my situation I would very gladly welcome that