Yeah, I dont really have that to worry about (getting caught) as my girl already knows how much I would love to see her on her hands & knees getting her pussy and/or mouth filled with a 10" black cock. I have told her as much. She says no, as most women usually do, asks why I would want to share her, (dont you love me?) ect., I have told her repeatedly that the biggest turn on for me in this is watching the expression on her face, listening to the sound of her purring (as I call it) voice as she is being streched & touched in places she has never felt before (places I just physically cannot go) & that its not about the person she is with, but its ALL about her enjoyment. Seeing her being satisfied is what gets me off.
Hep, I know you are exactly right in that this will take more time than most, but I honestly believe I can & will get her there as I firmly believe (after knowing her for 25 years), that deep in her heart she would love this & wants it. She just cant seem to bring herself to admit it to herself. Once that happens, and whenever it happens, I think the whole thing will progress easier & faster. She is already refering to "black" things with an Impish grin if you know what I mean. your observation on "The bigger the cock the more dirty it is I think is spot on. Also your shame versus guilt is a point i have not thought about. All I know is that the only thing i care most about is getting her released from her inhabitions. You are also correct in that i have had a plethera of shit to work through with this girl as her parents really screwed her up as a child.
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