I had the same fantasies when I was your age and it took me a long time (mid 30s) before I discussed them with my wife, and to cut a long story short, she went through with it with a hung black guy whilst I got to watch. I guess the point I'm trying to make is for me the desire to see my wife fucked hard by another guy never went away, but what did go away were the feelings of guilt I once used to have when I thought about it. Whatever happens, if you do this, make sure you do it in a way that doesn't damage you as a couple - if now is not the right time, then wait until you're both ready for this. Was it a good experience for us - absolutely!
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