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There are many reasons why I love to watch. My fiancé is 39 yrs old, very attractive, an Ivy League PhD in Economics and the youngest Executive VP in her company. Hence, she is in charge of everybody and everything within every arena of her life; especially me! Watching her, a symbol of modern white female power, and the women I very much love, completely submit herself to her many very young black lovers, one a college sophomore and the other a junior, is very erotic. We rarely have sex of late, which has always been completely vanilla, never mind receiving oral or being allowed anal sex from her. Her young black lovers do things to her that I would have my balls cut off for if I even mentioned doing this with her.

Therefore, watching how sexual she can be is extremely erotic and I may not see her ass or any part of her naked for months if it were not for these black guys ravaging her. In front of me, she particularly likes to provide one lover with oral while her other lover screws her ass as she knows that I am well aware I will never get either. Her lovers like that I am watching and it inspires them to violate her further in front of me. I now get off more from watching and yanking it then I do having sex with her and we both love it this way.

A woman of her prowess is not likely to be satisfied by me or most white men. Watching her also strengthens her domain over me and reinforces the fact that the darkest fantasies and most primitive aspects of a white woman’s true sexuality can be expressed best with black men.

Bottom line, I love watching and the more often I see her with young black men, the more and more black lovers I want her to have, and the more I love her and cannot wait to marry her, and she is well aware of this.