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Originally Posted by nikki1979

I lived a very sheltered life for almost all of my growing years and was never allowed to visit friends, have them over, or date in any way, shape, or form. That is until I was 16 and mom let me visit my cousin during the summer break. So, I had no social skills, no exposure to being around guys, and was basically stupid about real life things in general. My older cousin took me to a college party and ended up kinda dumping me there so she could get down with her BF. I had really never felt any of those normal sexual urges that I was supposed to be experiancing during that time of my life until that night. Young, handsome black guys began dancing with me and I felt my first rush of sexual attraction course through me from head to toe.
Well to make a long story short, a really handsome and well built black guy swept me off my feet, took me upstairs to (what I thought was his private room) and made me a woman (and mother) several times over. It was the most amazing single night of my life, I had never felt anything like the pure carnal lust of sex, it was like a drug, I really could not get enough. I basically wore him out and he called over his room mate which I had no idea was there watching us to begin with to take over. In my mind I knew that I should say NO and run but I was so amped up and his cock was so beautiful and hard that I just lay back and let him service my needs too. By the end of the evening these two 20 something men had destroyed all of my virginity, yes they even took me in my ass and believe it or not, after the initial shock wore off, I enjoyed it too.
I learned a lot about myself that night, that I was a real life slut, that I was terribly attracted to black men, and that I didn't feel even a bit guilty about having sex with two men that I didn't even know.
Since that time I have remained faithful to my desire for men of color and have never had the desire to even sample any other man.

Nikki

Nikki! You got blackened that night. It happens to so many white women. It's like the beginning of being a woman all over again when you get fucked like that.