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I had no idea my wife was into black guys. She has always been pretty tame in bed. Most of all she has done has been with me. I am a freak in bed and we have tried everything during our 8 year marriage. But, she is just not a freak or anything like that, at least, I don't think so. She won't even watch porn unless I spend an hour talking her into it.

Anyway, I rented this one porn vid and there was about 30 episodes on it. Of the 30, one of them had a well hung black guy. When that scene came on, she remarked that this was the first time she had seen a black cock. We had sex as usual and the porn really turned us both on.

The next day, I left the video on the back of the table behind the player. About noon, she sends me photos of herself fucking the largest dildo I bought her, one she refused to touch before. I didn't know what changed her mind. She called and said we could now use the dildo as she had broken it in. I didn't put two and two togther yet.

When I got home, I noticed that the video was in the cd player, not behind the player as when i had left. I asked her if she had watched the video and she was embarrassed. I told her I was happy she did and that I love that she watches porn. We rented some more and I noticed that she stopped and watched intently when it was a black guy fucking a white woman. I also noticed that she was very wet and horny afterward.

I began sending her mp4 movies to her phone of interracial porn. She watched them and I could tell she liked them. I later found evidence that she was watching IR porn that I hadn't sent her.

After a few months, I told her I was open to her taking a black lover as long as I was present with her. She refused. She said she didn't like black guys and she was not into stepping outside the marriage. I assured her that I was fine with trying it and that we could do it discreetly if she wanted, but she refused.

I have brought it up subtly about twice since then and she says she will not do it. However, she continues to watch bbc porn and we still watch it together.

I am wondering if anyone can advise me. Should I leave this alone? Does she sound like someone who will not ever do this or, as I suspect, is she afraid to admit her desires to me. I have considered waiting until she is drunk and arranging a bbc, but I don't know if this will be a good thing.

Advice is welcomed.