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Thank you for your reply dh4me. Her "no" seems so convincing and it seemed like I should back off, so i have. But, I feed her interest with porn videos on our cell phones and from the vid store. I mix it up. She told me she doesn't like BBC, that she likes big cock, not just bbc. That was a step in the right direction as she does not open up easily about her sexuality.

I also have played a game with her in bed during foreplay. I downloaded hundreds of photos that I felt she might like and also, ones that I like. And we each take turns looking at them and then showing the other a favorite that we like. Then it is the next person's turn. I noticed that, the first two she "liked" were white couples fucking. But then, the third and remaining choices were bbc's with white women. I know she is interested. I can feel it. I just think she does not want to admit it to me.

This is also something I worry about. I think she is attracted to black men becuase of their physique. I am at a comfortable point in my life and this does not make me feel threatened. But, only if she and I experiment within the marriage with clear boundaries. I fear that she will continue to deny her attraction and then she may pick up a black lover without me knowing. That would be the worst situation.

She showed the initial interest in black guys. I had no idea until she began showing signs of interest. So, in order to keep things within the marriage, I began suggesting a potential "porn night" where we can arrange a meeting with a well hung black male who could fuck her like she wants to be fucked. I think she believes that I will not be able to handle it or something. But, it is something I have thought about and, I would prefer she experiement with me instead of risk going outside of the marriage. Anyway, I am convinced that she would fuck a bbc if given the chance. I can sense it. But, it is complex. She is complex and I could be wrong.

She asked me why I would want to see another man fuck her. My reply was, this was her idea. I had no idea of the whole bbc community thing until she began showing an interest in the black guys on the videos. So, I figured she was into it and I thought I would do a nice thing and allow her to experiement with my blessing. I don't worry about it. I know there are guys bigger than me and who are better lovers. That is the point. I am willing to give her this as a gift as long as she will keep it within boundaries with me. Seeing her getting fucked by a huge guy who she is attracted to and with a really thick cock is something I am willing to give her if she wants it. Plus, she is voluptuous and she appeals to black guys and i feel that they hit on her a lot. I think I should address this before she finds herself out one night, without me and ends up fucking some thick cock bbc without my knowledge. I see them when we are out. Black guys stare at her ass and they are always polite to her. They love her ass because she has wide hips. She also has beautiful, large tits and she is the hottest lover I have ever had. The other appeal to me is that I wonder if she will handle a bbc as well as some of the women I see on the internet and in pornos. My feeling is, my wife is so good in bed, that she will be a natural for a bbc. Anyway...

Thanks again for your reply.