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It was kind of both, but I had the fantasy long before she knew. Once she opened more about sex (after several years of marriage) we told each other fantasies, only I didn't tell her about that one at first. She started liking reading forum magazines, but wanted me to buy them. So, naturally, I found the ones with the most interracial sex that I could find. I would notice she earmarked the pages when she was done masturbating and they were on the interracial stories. After a while of role playing and telling more fantasies, she told me that she liked masturbating to those stories. Then I admitted that I liked the idea. From there, we role played and fantasized about it and, finally, we made it happen together. Lots of logistics when you're dealing with a conservative southern family and making sure the kids don't notice. We were both hooked! After a while, it really didn't matter to us if anyone found out.
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