I have a little dick, I didn't start out with the idea of sucking cock. I just wanted to feel in my hand what a big cock felt like. I was embarrassed and humiliated by the small size of my penis. I feared no woman would ever want me. Yes I felt and feel inferior to men with big cocks. I lost my first wife to a man who better satisfied her than I did. I now jerk off knowing my second wife is fucking some other guy. She still comes home but I rarely get to fuck her. I've sucked a couple of her lovers and watch while other have fucked her. Most men don't want me to suck them, some let me watch. I like to think it's me making her squirm and gyrate with my cock in her. It's not so I jerk off. Guys humiliate me with comments about my little prick. One of her lovers seems to like me sucking him and likes to humiliate me. Once out at a bar, he took me back to the men's room and had me suck two guys. They were the tiypes that probably never had any pussy unless they paid for it, but the both had big cocks. They were more manly than me. I've only sucked a couple of black cocks and besides the normal feelings I have about it, I felt the taboo and with one felt shame as he looked down at me in disgust. He finished by pissing on my face and in my mouth. I was humiliated but so ashamed of my little dick I let him do it.
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