My future wife has admitted to me that I'm the smallest of any man she has been with in her life. She has to mentally prepare herself for sex every time because although emotionally fulfilled she is never physically satisfied. We use lots of toys and my tongue. I've told her I'm ok with her playing on the side as long as I know about it ahead of time. That isn't cheating. She admits she is curious about bbc and got weak in the knees when she met Jommy Graham at a Saints Game. But she says she loves me because I treat hurt good and am good to her son. She says I help out around the house and make a good living and would feel guilty with another man. I told her I might want to watch since I'm usually only able to last one time in bed and have a hard time keeping up with her. She considered it but says she can't bring herself to follow through. So we are more like voyeurs on here. I believe her but always have a slight insecurity that she will cheat like my ex. Anyone else have thoughts.
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