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I am a 52 year old white man, married to a 50 year old white woman and I am about to burst of desire to make my home an interracial cuckold playground. We have been married 26 years and she have not been with another man all that time. We have an active sex life, I am a low-average 6 inches but I make her orgasm everytime. She constantly tells me that she desires nothing besides me and we deeply love each other.
So, why in the hell do I desire this so much? Deep inside, I know this lifestyle would, at the very least, strain our loving marriage. To teach her its ok to expose her body and give her love to other men, To allow her to quckly learn that other men have bigger units and can perform tricks and electrify her body in ways that I am not capable of. And, to allow her to quickly fall in love with black cock. Afterwards, sex with me, her husband, would be less exciting.
I admit that I am addicted to porn. Earlier in my life, I had seen interracial porn but really didn't think much of it. Then, two years ago, I accidently discovered a "how to" video on cuckolding. Totally naive, not even knowing what the word cuckold meant, I watched it. I was immediately consumed. Now I absolutely can't beleive HOW MANY amateur home-made, real life married wives videod while fucking big black men, all while her husband watches! Long sexual acts, no condoms, full insemination, all while the camera catches her sparkling wedding ring! Not just a few videos, but hundreds if not thousands or ordinary couples performing these dirty sexual acts in their own bedroom! This type of porn teaches us men just how desirable it is to let black men fuck our wives.
For the past two years, I have been talking to my wife and asking her to allow me to bring home black men for her to meet. Much to my disappointment, she has declined. I know the problem is that I am expecting her to approach sex as a man does, which is as a form of pure physical gratification. Instead, she feels she needs to be in love with a man before performing sexual acts. And she can not love another man because she is married to me. So, I continue to watch IR cuckold porn every day, grow more frustrated, but I continue to work on breaking down barriers with my wife.
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