[Canadian Black Breeder]

Originally Posted by dirtygirl

To me i think that you already know the answer in your heart.
Mot being judgemental and all - if you were ok with it you wouldnt be in turmoil.
You are not OK with it from what i gather so let it go
So many women out there

Wow, you're pretty much on point dirtygirl, but what bothers me, is ya, she was giving this guy
head, but now, I type her name into google, and I see a lot more things that she has done, and is doing, recently anyway, and it was not once mentioned to me, or I wasn't asked how I would feel about her doing work for certain online sites.

And for her to know how into her I was, she not once has even come to me, and sent me an apology for not being more honest, and I keep asking myself, what if I would have taken that next step with her, and put a ring on her finger, and said I DO.

I'm in an area of the entertainment sector, and for me to be married to a woman who does stuff like that would make me look like a hypocrite.

Then, I would have to look my daughter in the eye every day, knowing that I put her, and me into this bad position, and carrying that guilt around with me 24/7 would make me feel like a very bad father for making the wrong decision for the both of us.