Accept it
Just accept it. Don't try to figure it out. I'm a conservative 49 year old white male and I used to try to figure out why it turns me on to watch white girls take it from black men. I wasn't raised racist, I'm a dominant male, not submissive. Fact is if i caught my wife fucking a black dude it wouldn't be good for either one of them. But the thought of it makes my Dick harder than Viagra can. I can't discuss this with my wife or anyone I know because I know how I'll be perceived and I'm not going there. I can't risk it personally or professionally. Just accept there are certain things about all of us that turn us on and there doesn't always have to have a reason that we can put our finger on. Trust me, acceptance is a beautiful thing and it will save you a lot of guilt and grief if you can do so.
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