Just leave him.
Kristine, girl just up and leave him. Your hubby is leaving you unfulfilled or there would have been no reason to look outside the marriage. Truly you cannot love him or you would never have cheated in the first place. Marriage is about sharing your life and experiences together. As a couple my hubby and I choose this lifestyle. We share in it as equal partners. Since we both fuck other people and we know what the other spouse is doing or who they are with then it is not cheating. But fucking around without your spouses knowledge or permission is just low! Tell him before he finds out because no matter how discreet you think you are he will eventually find out. So, tell him now that you just like the idea of being married to him but you love fucking bbc. And then call your divorce lawyer.
Lisa
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