Not waffle at all, dear Helen - I appreciate the effort you've gone to with all the answers, which are frankly a lot more "real" and sincere than the hyperbolic claptrap one often encounters in sex chat-rooms and forums. Sorry to hear that your cuckold appears to be withdrawing somewhat - maybe he is vicariously enjoying your more exciting sex life. I hope it doesn't strain your marriage - as I think you have suggested before, your cuckoldry is part of your wider life, and not the other way round! I'm not sure how old your children are, but once they leave home or go to uni, then I guess you will have a lot more options to (say) install J more permanently into your marital bed if you or your libido want to. Then, if your husband wants to just be a voyeur and wear his chastity device or your underwear or whatever.... then things will be more flexible as you move sexily towards the dreaded middle age.
My sincere apologies for the delay in responding to you, by the way. Please forgive me.
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