The simple answer for me is Lust and trust!
When I lost my virginity AIDS was not an issue but I wasn't on the pill so sex for me was only oral or anal. I got use to feeling the power of a man's orgasm shooting his semen deep into me. I was enjoying "catching up" with my husband-to-be sexual experience, with his help I was very much like a kid in the candy store those first few years.
For me at least, the feeling of a man ejaculating with his cock head deep in my colon is a much more intense physical feeling than a Lover cuming in my pussy. Not necessarily better but definitely always more distinct and intense.
When I started on the pill and enjoying vaginal sex I was always much more selective about who I let inseminate me vaginally for two reasons: I really worried about pregnancy and I have a very different emotional response when I allow my vagina to be a receptacle for a man's seed, I really need to feel a connection or chemistry to enjoy it. When it's not "right" I can feel very disgusted with it all and for complying, especially during my organized gang bang days.
While vaginal sex always makes me feel more womanly, the awesome responsibility for raising kids, we don't have any, was a huge mental negative for me and receiving a man's sperm in my pussy, his very essence, is so intensely personal that I almost only had sex with condoms for years, with just a handful or two of exceptions, until a few years ago when I entered menopause.
Now it's back to lust and trust and enjoying those long lost girlish feeling of welcoming that gushing feeling of bareback sex but it still needs to be with a man who I feel a connection for, but now at least it can be lust based on a man's body and skill and not all the other complicated stuff.
Yes black men do have a certain power over my psyche but I welcome thick white cocks too, and especially thick uncircumcised cocks of any color.
Length, as long as it's more than 8" doesn't matter much to me except really long cocks just hurt if the man feels he needs to go balls deep in my pussy to get himself off. I'd still rather let you long dong silvers satisfy your need in my ass where length has never been an issue. If you super thick, like I like, and long you probably out of luck. lol
One reason bareback sex is better for me is because it's better for the man. Without a condom he cums easier, and is more likely to reach his own orgasm. I'm so easily orgasmic that I don't need, or want, a Bull that takes a long time to reach his own orgasm. While I really enjoy many men satisfying their need to breed at gang bangs it's the variety that keep it interesting, I really get bored with the same man bagnging away at me for a long time because his condom kills his sensation.
I would really rather not have sex with a man that can't ejaculate, or can't ejaculate much, my orgasms are not satisfying to me unless I know my Lover is getting off too. My insemination fetish is only satisfied by men that have a big load to give. I love sucking huge balls in a low hanging scrotum knowing that this Bull is going to be draining all his virile semen inside me momentarily. It's a signal that makes my pussy dripping wet and receptive every time.
Also a creamy hot load of semen can make sex a lot more comfortable for me when I'm entertaining more than one lover at a time, so I even let my husband cream me sometimes. There is no better lubricant for sex in my mind than that first load of semen and it feels so good when the next cock pushes in all wet and slippery.
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