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Originally Posted by stardate
My wife and I have been married for 5 years. We are both in our 40s. Obviously neither one of us were virgins on our wedding day. She admitted to me that she's slept with 8 men before me. Her first lover was in college and she told me his cock was thick and twice as long as mine. She been hooked on large cocks since. She says she loves me because I'm a good father to her son and provide well. She told me that guys like me are hard to find. After a few glasses of wine one night she admitted that I have the smallest cock shes ever seen on a grown man. She said I'm too small to make her orgasm but she gives me sex anytime I want it out of being a good wife. I told her I get turned on about seeing her with other men and when guys check her out I get aroused. Weve decided as a couple that she can play if she wants as long as I know about it and still get sex. She is attracted to many black guys but hasn't tried as of yet. She does have a BBC dildo that she uses along with her bullet after I'm done since I can't make her come with my cock. It's easier to become a cuck and have a mea culpa discussion. With your wife about your inadequate love making abilities then to not communicate and build up resentment and end up her cheating without you knowing and leaving you.
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I’ve never felt so much pity up until I came across your post, how can you even justify this as not cheating? She willingly takes multiple men in front of you or behind your back. It’s 2018.. new tactics for alleged growth is out there. Yes it’s 99% likely they’re scams or potentially dangerous to your health yet what do you have to lose? You already lost your pride,ego,and masculinity.
I’m trying to view this from a sympathetic POV yet I just can’t.. I honestly hope you consider my advice since I hate when a man sacrificed himself to keep a female happy. This isn’t your own happiness, it’s hers. You’ve been manipulated, tricked by propaganda.. this isn’t healthy.