There were three different stages for me.
The first hint for me came in high school, when I convinced my girlfriend to cut school with me and my friends and let us gangbang her. We did that several times and I always got really turned on when I watched her with them, and then later when my friends talked about her.
The second time, and the first time with black men, was in my first year of college when a girlfriend came to visit me. We went to a party and the four football players who lived next to me got her drunk and then ganged her.
The third phase was in my mid 20s when I dated a women who used to go to a club with her best friend every Friday night. It was a club owned by an NBA player and they went there every Friday with the sole purpose of getting picked up by black men. I never got to watch but she would always tell me about what had happened. The guys were often other NBA players in town for a game.
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